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@magic8spirals.bsky.social
For my manic spirals, the void I shout into.
Only negativity here, don't read if you're here for the good vibes.
Fuck your comfort, fuck your politeness, fuck your civility, bad vibes only. 🖕
Only negativity here, don't read if you're here for the good vibes.
Fuck your comfort, fuck your politeness, fuck your civility, bad vibes only. 🖕
Why is it that whenever I talk about my emotions, people instinctively ignore me as if they purposefully are trying to tell me that I'm weak or something? It's like everyone assumes that I'm seeking attention or something after I hold in my feelings for months. People want me to be a puppet
December 14, 2025 at 12:00 AM
Why is it that whenever I talk about my emotions, people instinctively ignore me as if they purposefully are trying to tell me that I'm weak or something? It's like everyone assumes that I'm seeking attention or something after I hold in my feelings for months. People want me to be a puppet
She has so much power over me. Always knows exactly how to get under my skin and into my head
December 13, 2025 at 11:58 PM
She has so much power over me. Always knows exactly how to get under my skin and into my head
Always funny when I get all ambitious just to be reminded that it's for nothing and all the time and effort I spent amounted to nothing and always will
December 6, 2025 at 12:55 AM
Always funny when I get all ambitious just to be reminded that it's for nothing and all the time and effort I spent amounted to nothing and always will
Why are people like "omg we should totally hang out!!!" And then never speak to you again?
I don't understand human interaction in the slightest. Social norms are absolutely ridiculous and make no sense
I don't understand human interaction in the slightest. Social norms are absolutely ridiculous and make no sense
November 19, 2025 at 7:35 PM
Why are people like "omg we should totally hang out!!!" And then never speak to you again?
I don't understand human interaction in the slightest. Social norms are absolutely ridiculous and make no sense
I don't understand human interaction in the slightest. Social norms are absolutely ridiculous and make no sense
Feels like there is this inherent distrust towards patients that are self aware from doctors. Always this assumption of malingering or drug seeking instead of a person who is just aware of their problems and wants help. What are you supposed to do
November 10, 2025 at 5:12 PM
Feels like there is this inherent distrust towards patients that are self aware from doctors. Always this assumption of malingering or drug seeking instead of a person who is just aware of their problems and wants help. What are you supposed to do
If it makes me vapid and narcissistic that I feel bad about not having any friends/people left that care, that nobody that acknowledges or contacts me, that I go through life having to pretend like I'm okay with all this because complaining makes everyone hate me more, then idk
November 3, 2025 at 1:31 AM
If it makes me vapid and narcissistic that I feel bad about not having any friends/people left that care, that nobody that acknowledges or contacts me, that I go through life having to pretend like I'm okay with all this because complaining makes everyone hate me more, then idk
How does everyone else just inherently have a concept of what's the right amount of x thing in any given setting? I only learn by being yelled at/rejected socially/bullied, etc, and even then I'm not sure if its right
November 3, 2025 at 1:29 AM
How does everyone else just inherently have a concept of what's the right amount of x thing in any given setting? I only learn by being yelled at/rejected socially/bullied, etc, and even then I'm not sure if its right
So I'm supposed to be social but not care about what people think and seek connection but not seek validation and like people but don't get attached to them, be myself, be authentic and do everything for me but not be upset when nobody ever acknowledges me.
What a lukewarm and confusing existence.
What a lukewarm and confusing existence.
November 3, 2025 at 1:27 AM
So I'm supposed to be social but not care about what people think and seek connection but not seek validation and like people but don't get attached to them, be myself, be authentic and do everything for me but not be upset when nobody ever acknowledges me.
What a lukewarm and confusing existence.
What a lukewarm and confusing existence.
What even is the point of doing anything anymore
November 3, 2025 at 1:23 AM
What even is the point of doing anything anymore
Chill, "unproblematic" people that have no convictions and are too cool and relaxed to have opinions are some of my least favorite people
October 29, 2025 at 5:24 PM
Chill, "unproblematic" people that have no convictions and are too cool and relaxed to have opinions are some of my least favorite people
So this whole time, it was you
October 5, 2025 at 9:25 PM
So this whole time, it was you
Man fuck pissrael
October 5, 2025 at 9:46 AM
Man fuck pissrael
What's the point of having someone ask me how I'm doing if they don't like the answer?
I will avoid the question and just focus on them but they are PERSISTENT about asking, and when I tell them that I'm "struggling but managing" or whatever they just fucking ghost me. What do people want??
I will avoid the question and just focus on them but they are PERSISTENT about asking, and when I tell them that I'm "struggling but managing" or whatever they just fucking ghost me. What do people want??
October 2, 2025 at 1:31 AM
What's the point of having someone ask me how I'm doing if they don't like the answer?
I will avoid the question and just focus on them but they are PERSISTENT about asking, and when I tell them that I'm "struggling but managing" or whatever they just fucking ghost me. What do people want??
I will avoid the question and just focus on them but they are PERSISTENT about asking, and when I tell them that I'm "struggling but managing" or whatever they just fucking ghost me. What do people want??
Hardwired for bad decisions
September 22, 2025 at 12:19 PM
Hardwired for bad decisions
I feel like this bitch fr
September 22, 2025 at 11:45 AM
I feel like this bitch fr
No coping mechanism is valid enough, it's never "healthy" enough. I'm always supposed to do everything the "right" way but end up doing the opposite every time no matter how hard I try. I'm always doing everything wrong, always
September 22, 2025 at 11:43 AM
No coping mechanism is valid enough, it's never "healthy" enough. I'm always supposed to do everything the "right" way but end up doing the opposite every time no matter how hard I try. I'm always doing everything wrong, always
Whoops sorry for my alcoholism, it's just that it's the only thing that can calm this black cloud inside that is suffocating me constantly. Sorry I'm not a good functioning member of society, sorry I keep failing everyone's expectations. Always a failure in everyone's eyes
September 22, 2025 at 11:42 AM
Whoops sorry for my alcoholism, it's just that it's the only thing that can calm this black cloud inside that is suffocating me constantly. Sorry I'm not a good functioning member of society, sorry I keep failing everyone's expectations. Always a failure in everyone's eyes
What are you supposed to do, how are you supposed to behave and act chill and civil 100% of the time when everyone around you treats you like the plague
September 22, 2025 at 11:40 AM
What are you supposed to do, how are you supposed to behave and act chill and civil 100% of the time when everyone around you treats you like the plague
Maybe I wouldn't have gotten to this point of pure negativity and resentment if everyone hadn't abandoned me, I know I'm not fun to be around but I don't think I was always like this. I used to have hope and light in my life
September 22, 2025 at 11:40 AM
Maybe I wouldn't have gotten to this point of pure negativity and resentment if everyone hadn't abandoned me, I know I'm not fun to be around but I don't think I was always like this. I used to have hope and light in my life
Acting like he was some kind of shining divine beacon of free speech (he wasn't), and then right after, forcing dire consequences onto people that express their right to free speech about the situation.
The irony and hypocrisy is explosive, but they don't live in a world where things make sense.
The irony and hypocrisy is explosive, but they don't live in a world where things make sense.
September 20, 2025 at 2:54 AM
Acting like he was some kind of shining divine beacon of free speech (he wasn't), and then right after, forcing dire consequences onto people that express their right to free speech about the situation.
The irony and hypocrisy is explosive, but they don't live in a world where things make sense.
The irony and hypocrisy is explosive, but they don't live in a world where things make sense.
I don't want to hear shit from the right about political violence when they are the reigning purveyors of it throughout history.
September 20, 2025 at 2:49 AM
I don't want to hear shit from the right about political violence when they are the reigning purveyors of it throughout history.
Acting like we need to be respectful and tolerant of everyone's beliefs even when the beliefs involve direct violence and oppression towards those vulnerable groups that can't even advocate for themselves is a great example of this false equivalence bullshit that is being forced onto us.
September 20, 2025 at 2:49 AM
Acting like we need to be respectful and tolerant of everyone's beliefs even when the beliefs involve direct violence and oppression towards those vulnerable groups that can't even advocate for themselves is a great example of this false equivalence bullshit that is being forced onto us.
If your "political beliefs" are the denial of the rights or existence of the most vulnerable and disenfranchised people in society, I don't want to hear shit about "civility", "politeness" and "disagreements". You should be treated like the radical, evil fuck that you are.
September 20, 2025 at 2:47 AM
If your "political beliefs" are the denial of the rights or existence of the most vulnerable and disenfranchised people in society, I don't want to hear shit about "civility", "politeness" and "disagreements". You should be treated like the radical, evil fuck that you are.
The thing that drives me the craziest about all this is the revising and rewriting history to fit this ridiculous narrative that is all based on malicious lies. It's all free speech until you actually speak the truth and then all of a sudden you lose your job, your driver's license, your passport.
September 20, 2025 at 2:15 AM
The thing that drives me the craziest about all this is the revising and rewriting history to fit this ridiculous narrative that is all based on malicious lies. It's all free speech until you actually speak the truth and then all of a sudden you lose your job, your driver's license, your passport.
