Wanna fucking understand what just happened or why conversations with my mom have felt so shitty lately :/

Treating me like I don't know what I'm talking about but she just kept dismissing me and now I'm like on the verge of a meltdown for no reason and I fucking hate feeling so shitty for no reason and not understanding what just happened even a little bit like what??? Why??? I'm so confused and I just

Was like bc he's white and I was like that doesn't make any sense bc punching him wouldn't incite mass terror just bc I'm black and he's white and annoying. And she was being really dismissive and then just was like "it's not that serious we don't need to have this debate" but also was like

Anyways the tweet I was gonna respond to was like "don't move to rednote they don't want you" or something like that but I literally keep getting ads for rednote on TikTok lmao

There's still a lot I need to do to complete my place but the white/off grey walls fucking suck sm 😭

I'm not sure if that's good for either of us buckaroo 💀💀💀