Yeah…. I have to do it because it’s just what I have to do. It destroys me every day, fills me with unreleasable stress, and takes ahold of me every day, but I still have to do it. I can’t get away. It has to be worth it. If I’m destroying myself everyday, it has to be worth it… Right?

I suck at mauga… and he’s meta. I’m in for a few weeks of pain…