I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know if I should even keep trying to do anything, I just feel like I'm wasting my life. Maybe I'm being too harsh on myself, I don't know what to do with myself - I'm so tired of my own bullshit. I just want some rest. I don't want to be in pain anymore. -🖤

I don't know if there's anything I do right at all. I feel so lost. Do I need a longer break? Do I need harsher consequences? Sometimes I just want to disappear so that I don't have to deal with anything. Sometimes I wish I had my own body so my mistakes would only be mine. I could live with them.

I don't know if I've made any progress at all and I'm worried this assignment won't turn out as good as I wanted it to be. I don't have the resources nor the time to make it exactly how I wanted it, and that sucks. I have bigger dreams than what my availabilities allow me.

hiya!!