I'm losing my mind over a weird issue and this shit just said "you're not debugging today, good luck"

Fuck military, ain't no way I'm spending entire year there

Like I genuinely feel like I have to "transition" into a male even though technically I am already one. And oh boy do I not have the discipline to actually do that :D

It all kinda makes me curious just how much can I alter this body in the male direction. Like, I can't imagine how much broader and bigger my shoulders must be to shift the proportions and how much fat or muscle I have to get in the waist area to appear like a typical man

Sometimes I really feel like I'm some kind of FtM trans that just instead of medically transitioning had some wizard who magically created their dick and balls very early in life but the body still somehow developed into rather androgynous shape than typical male

same

The first part is especially funny to me because even my voice doesn't make some people realize that I'm a guy.
I'm genuinely curious how I appear to them? Do I look like a somewhat tall (for a woman) tomboy girl with a quite low-pitched voice who just likes wearing man's clothes?

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Russia. I always lock the door, it's kind of a habit