also please take some classes, please learn how to use and maintain it properly, it is SO fucking easy to hurt or kill yourself by accident with one

barry*

it will have a battle royale mode

and they always get caught in this frustrating cycle where nine times out of ten the consultant tells them to lay a bunch of critical staff off and when things get worse they hire the consultant again and here come even more layoffs

one thing you learn working in any industry is that the c suite is populated by nepo babies who have never actually interacted with or even read about whatever their company does and they just hire overpaid consultants who feed them a bunch of nonsense that makes everything worse

And sincerely: I'm just venting. Don't worry that much about me. I'll figure it out eventually. It's just hard.

Pretending to be a person who can communicate with others at all is hard, my identity has always felt unstable and I never know where I stand with anything ever. I think at a point it just broke something in me.

I'm having spirals based on things I've made up in my head. I can't feel safe even around those I know won't hurt me. Everything is panic inducing.

nah, I have never ever gotten that read off of you, ever. People say disgusting fucked up shit about trans men! It's fucked that people give you so much trouble for calling it out