I'm done spreading negativity to folks I enjoy being around, including in person. I did it pretty much everyday at this point, and hardly have anything positive to share. I am keeping that shit bottled up to myself for now on.

I’m working my ass off with both my part time job and college non-stop, and I still get told in the face every month to get out more and study harder despite doing exactly that.

I don’t even know what the fuck you want from me anymore and I already snapped.

I haven't been happy for a whole goddamn week over my college. I barely am able to catch up to my assignments and have terrible communications with my professor. I am also being scammed to pay for a digital book and the quizzes to even earn points at all. Fuck everything, man.

Two art pieces I made through sketch and SFM to feel better from depression last night.

(Yes I know the hand is drawn wrong, and the SFM I could not figure out how to change facial expression) 😵‍💫

#pikachu #furry #furryartwork #Pokemon #nsfw #furryart #butt

I HATE MAKING TANGRAM ANIMATIONS I HATE MAKING TANGRAM ANIMATIONSI HATE MAKING TANGRAM ANIMATIONSI HATE MAKING TANGRAM ANIMATIONSI HATE MAKING TANGRAM ANIMATIONSI HATE MAKING TANGRAM ANIMATIONSI HATE MAKING TANGRAM ANIMATIONSI HATE MAKING TANGRAM ANIMATIONS I HATE MAKING TANGRAM-

Having yet again another depressive episode where I'm unhappy with my art and that I lose my passion to continue further. Lovely. :l

I got hyped for helldivers II’s super earth defense mode without realizing it’s a timed-community thing or whatever. I thought it was gonna be a permanent game mode to always go back to at anytime.

Now I feel super shitty annoying all my friends begging to play the game for it.

since it's May, i wanted to make a permanent nsfw sona of myself with temmie from undertale/deltarune.

meet Hipzie!
#furry #temmie #undertale #deltarune #temmie #nsfw

another day another ruining people's day with my bullshit unintentionally ahahaha :)

I don't deserve to be called an artist, I been failing at my art class and can't seem to improve where I'm losing motivation for the hobby in general.

tested out garry's mod posing

(with my comfort queen honey the cat)

While doing my job, I was thrown glass and beer cans right at me. I feel extremely insulted. They gave me more reasons to hate where I am right now even more…

Yeah I don't know anymore. I'm questioning my career choice. I have been given disappointing results by my professor and can't seem to improve.

It's killing my motivation to continue art a lot.

Trying to sleep but just can’t. I also feel like I can’t keep promises to myself to resume back doing the hobbies I enjoy.

Maybe I was meant to rot as just a house maid while gaming, and doing nothing in life. :/

I hate the new management at my job. I got ridiculed by a customer that wasn’t even my fault. I was following orders given by the new manager, and even asked what to do for my role.