when i’m about to get executed in saudi arabia and i look up and the last thing i see is mr beast land

i can’t ask any of my classmates for homework help anymore. the psychosis is fully gripping me now

the quiet, sinking proof that i harbor no ships in my precipice of a port

this shame is the only thing i can truly claim as mine

i can already see the damage in the eyes of those who trusted me to have a shore

i am porous. i absorb the wants of others until i am nothing but a vessel for their needs, and the overflow is the havoc i wreak upon the world

i don’t think i have anything left to scrape off of the lining of my stomach. i am tired, and there is nothing left to note. there is nothing left but this dark room and the happenstance collection of atoms adorned with red that occupies it

i can’t even express what i want to, because i haven’t consumed enough writing over the years to fuel the words i could’ve forged together into meaning. i think we are all fundamentally alone in our own words; they intersect only upon passing occasions. i am sorry to everyone i have ever known

i don’t know anything. i can’t remember much of anything from my life, or anything i deem worthy enough. i’ve run away from the world and other people, when i could’ve gained so much more to attribute to my individuality. i need time, time to just sit in this dark room and sink into my own chasm

I can't believe an enemy in this dungeon is just a hot girl smoking weed. She hasn't even done anything in any of the encounters she just smokes and dies

go to your shift at the front desk in the morning. bring all your hw. do not accomplish a SINGLE problem in that entire duration of time. you will wait until 10pm to submit your workplace certification icebreaker discussion due at midnight

stay at the stem center until it closes at 5. ask your old professor for help with the assignment you haven’t started. no one will pick you up until 7? leave now then i guess. no professor help. being asked to go to monterey to pick up a BMW? sure. you could refuse but you just bring your hw along