MALZENO
@ma1zeno.bsky.social
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YOU AND ME, WE’RE BOTH CORRUPTED.
YOU AND ME, WE’RE BOTH CORRUPTED.
making small steps of progress cleaning the bedroom. not a lot of storage, but a lot of stuff, so theres kinda stuff everywhere.
i found a box of candles in a corner from about 2 weeks before we split, 1/2 of them were his picks. i remember how excited he was for them. and now i want to die. fuck.
i found a box of candles in a corner from about 2 weeks before we split, 1/2 of them were his picks. i remember how excited he was for them. and now i want to die. fuck.
December 20, 2025 at 5:01 AM
making small steps of progress cleaning the bedroom. not a lot of storage, but a lot of stuff, so theres kinda stuff everywhere.
i found a box of candles in a corner from about 2 weeks before we split, 1/2 of them were his picks. i remember how excited he was for them. and now i want to die. fuck.
i found a box of candles in a corner from about 2 weeks before we split, 1/2 of them were his picks. i remember how excited he was for them. and now i want to die. fuck.
ive manage to clean my office almost entirely, just havent touched the carpet. i reorganized ALL of the papers in the house and got it all into the filing cabinet, which that more than anything is a massive weight off of me. may or may not start in the bedroom, but also wanna dick around on games 🤔
December 20, 2025 at 3:07 AM
ive manage to clean my office almost entirely, just havent touched the carpet. i reorganized ALL of the papers in the house and got it all into the filing cabinet, which that more than anything is a massive weight off of me. may or may not start in the bedroom, but also wanna dick around on games 🤔
actually fucking crying bc she doesnt shy away from my GF antics
November 23, 2025 at 3:26 AM
actually fucking crying bc she doesnt shy away from my GF antics
It’s not much, but it’s so so so much better than it was and I wanna cry with happiness.
November 10, 2025 at 1:58 AM
It’s not much, but it’s so so so much better than it was and I wanna cry with happiness.
Also, another chunk of garage cleaned, the kitchen cleaned + rearranged, upstairs linen closet cleaned and heaps of his old broken PC stuff tossed. Downstairs cleaned (mostly) and I have Xmas decorations up for the first time in years. He hated it so I did the minimum to keep him from getting mad
November 10, 2025 at 1:57 AM
Also, another chunk of garage cleaned, the kitchen cleaned + rearranged, upstairs linen closet cleaned and heaps of his old broken PC stuff tossed. Downstairs cleaned (mostly) and I have Xmas decorations up for the first time in years. He hated it so I did the minimum to keep him from getting mad
It’s still here at the house, none of our volunteers showed to help but we did it. The pieces are on the back porch now lol but they’re out of the house, which was the big deal.
November 10, 2025 at 1:56 AM
It’s still here at the house, none of our volunteers showed to help but we did it. The pieces are on the back porch now lol but they’re out of the house, which was the big deal.
im sitting here just wanting to cry, even. she helps and doesnt complain. ever. she takes initiative. she shares responsibilities. she's patient. she's gentle. she's beautiful in and out. and im so happy but im also so fucking scared i almost can't stand it. i really hope this is it. i love her
October 26, 2025 at 11:43 PM
im sitting here just wanting to cry, even. she helps and doesnt complain. ever. she takes initiative. she shares responsibilities. she's patient. she's gentle. she's beautiful in and out. and im so happy but im also so fucking scared i almost can't stand it. i really hope this is it. i love her
we're gonna go talk to the bank tomorrow. theres a few things nearby we're interested in for her. can we really afford it? not really, but do we need a backup? very much so. we'll figure it out. im so proud of her. im so happy to have her. she's such a breath of fresh air it isnt even funny
October 26, 2025 at 11:41 PM
we're gonna go talk to the bank tomorrow. theres a few things nearby we're interested in for her. can we really afford it? not really, but do we need a backup? very much so. we'll figure it out. im so proud of her. im so happy to have her. she's such a breath of fresh air it isnt even funny
ooooh insurance actually quoted something doable. now we just gotta see what the bank says. been on hold forever tho :c
October 22, 2025 at 5:34 PM
ooooh insurance actually quoted something doable. now we just gotta see what the bank says. been on hold forever tho :c
I think it’s just kinda the way things are these days, it seems even the good things have certain strings attached. I love you
September 28, 2025 at 6:36 PM
I think it’s just kinda the way things are these days, it seems even the good things have certain strings attached. I love you
graaaaanted my new mortgage is $300 more per month than my old one w my ex on it, but this one is all mine and she's more helpful with bills than he ever was, so while its gonna be tight still (thanks celiac for making food MORE expensive), i think it is gonna be okay after all :3
June 2, 2025 at 3:10 AM
graaaaanted my new mortgage is $300 more per month than my old one w my ex on it, but this one is all mine and she's more helpful with bills than he ever was, so while its gonna be tight still (thanks celiac for making food MORE expensive), i think it is gonna be okay after all :3