Vivian
banner
m3t4lm4nd0.bsky.social
Vivian
@m3t4lm4nd0.bsky.social
Wanderer, weaver, warrior
Genderqueer, pansexual
Neurospicy Human
They/them are the only pronouns that make since for so many, including most of me 😈
As someone who experiences a lot of personal cognitive dissonance and finds it fun and fascinating, most people seem to hate it and react poorly. I think learning new information and rewiring the brain to incorporate that to be a better human, is just not what most humans do. I do not understand why
December 24, 2025 at 12:41 PM
I did not sign what I did not agree with and just wrote "I do not" instead of my signature so I could submit the documents they needed and they said they won't send my info through AI. Don't sign, don't agree your rights away
December 23, 2025 at 9:59 PM
The copywriter thing enrages me. Our whole lives we hear how this is a big deal, and I agree, especially for the small artists. But then techbros get to come in and steal everything for reuse and they didn't even get fined.
a drawing of a penguin laying on a desk with a laptop and a cup of coffee
Alt: a drawing of a penguin laying face down on a desk with a laptop and a cup of coffee. Their hand raises and they give a thumbs up, without picking their head up from the dest
media.tenor.com
December 22, 2025 at 5:55 PM
I've had great luck with teaching the concept of time for Soon, Now, and Later. Later later later later later is tomorrow for my cats 😂😅 but they really happy about the time communication. Stole the idea from people with pet buttons.
December 18, 2025 at 8:52 PM
Seriously, I'm surprised this has not happened yet
December 17, 2025 at 4:21 PM
Need help stabilizing my hormones. Not completely against drastic measures like pivoting over to contacting ever homeopathic doctor in the area or moving to another county with better medical care. The bar feels so low
December 17, 2025 at 12:08 PM
My request, I'm in perimenopause and my hormones are absolutely unhinged because I'm incapable of taking a pill at the exact same time everyday. Honestly I've tried for decades and I can just accept my incompetencies. But receiving an answer of, you have perimenopause feels mad when that's why I
December 17, 2025 at 12:07 PM
But she confirmed it as if I went to her because I doubts and not because I don't understand how to keep my job through either the brain fog or just the sheer underlying rage that makes me want to walk away without notice most days. Both the rage and brain fog are 2 of many perimenopause symptoms
December 17, 2025 at 12:04 PM
Also wild is being a systems level thinker in a job filled with others whose brains not work that way. There really is a lot of room for both mindsets, but one will feel chocked out and overwhelmed and stressed and depressed when they can only see all the issues and not be able to impact any of them
December 16, 2025 at 4:57 PM
It's just wild to me that there's so many careers where there are few women because if we're there, we're mistreated, only for those industries to act surprised when life really hands itself to us that literally anything else sounds better than staying around a bunch of people who don't care.
December 16, 2025 at 4:53 PM
But this is what women have to look forward to in tech. If you're great at your job, and you push through anyway. People will never suddenly stop believing in the societal misogyny they're forcefed as kids, most people won't do the inner work to see through it. And eventually hormones fail.
December 16, 2025 at 4:50 PM
I can keep my job that steals my creativity and energy and slowly continue to lose focus and burn out. I could also mention that most women experience some version of this. I would be embarrassed at the knowledge and skills I no longer have, but that ego died when this started and I lost myself
December 16, 2025 at 4:48 PM
I live in such a beautiful location, but most people still want to speed everywhere. Going 35+ in 25-30mph streets, running over wildlife and pets and I just don't understand why one wouldn't enjoy the view and slow down to save lives. Its a strange world
December 16, 2025 at 4:43 PM
Yes, we have to keep the propaganda heavy for people to buy in. Keep repeating the sanity and same talking points.

I've just always dreamed of a world without cars, without loud earpiercing machinery, without poison everywhere... Basic bodily autonomy and care for creatures instead of just murder
December 16, 2025 at 4:42 PM
We're a country that is absolutely filled with emotionally stunted people who can't see beyond their own egos and we're forecfed the suppress our own wants and desire idea until our subconscious rebels and takes over. So many are blindsided by this because we're not taught how human brains work
December 16, 2025 at 1:20 PM
Not sure why you're still wondering. The amount of propaganda in this country is insane. Also the amount of generational trauma is not a small number. In this perfect storm people have been conditioned to not access or express their intuition or emotions and definitely don't examine or reflect on it
December 16, 2025 at 1:18 PM