_m3llow🏳️⚧️🇵🇸
@m3llowrockstar.bsky.social
Beginner guitarist, semi-intermediate pianist, synthesizer enthusiast.
Just starting out, but looking to be a full-time musician some day.
19 y/o transfem hyper-gay girlfail
Just starting out, but looking to be a full-time musician some day.
19 y/o transfem hyper-gay girlfail
Trying to do my injection while high was a fucking mistake
December 11, 2025 at 10:15 PM
Trying to do my injection while high was a fucking mistake
Just had my first estrogen injection. It feels more sore than I thought it would
November 26, 2025 at 11:33 PM
Just had my first estrogen injection. It feels more sore than I thought it would
monthly post to show I'm not dead lmao.
music has been kinda slow but it's because I've been working on my confidence issues with it lol.
in other words I've got my battle jacket and I'm going to start work on it soon!
music has been kinda slow but it's because I've been working on my confidence issues with it lol.
in other words I've got my battle jacket and I'm going to start work on it soon!
October 26, 2025 at 8:20 PM
monthly post to show I'm not dead lmao.
music has been kinda slow but it's because I've been working on my confidence issues with it lol.
in other words I've got my battle jacket and I'm going to start work on it soon!
music has been kinda slow but it's because I've been working on my confidence issues with it lol.
in other words I've got my battle jacket and I'm going to start work on it soon!
Torn between being happy my shift at work is short today and I get to go home earlier, and being upset I'm going to be home longer because all 5 of my immediate family are home
September 27, 2025 at 9:39 AM
Torn between being happy my shift at work is short today and I get to go home earlier, and being upset I'm going to be home longer because all 5 of my immediate family are home
How did I manage to work myself up to crying over something I had almost 0 problem with until now because I had a few kinda bad interactions at work l, but it was really just me overthinking people's body language, and one guy was just kinda mean.
And this shit happened like, over a week ago
And this shit happened like, over a week ago
September 11, 2025 at 9:50 PM
How did I manage to work myself up to crying over something I had almost 0 problem with until now because I had a few kinda bad interactions at work l, but it was really just me overthinking people's body language, and one guy was just kinda mean.
And this shit happened like, over a week ago
And this shit happened like, over a week ago
oh also get fucked charlie kirk
unironically being a cat girl sounds really good
September 11, 2025 at 1:48 PM
oh also get fucked charlie kirk
unironically being a cat girl sounds really good
September 11, 2025 at 1:48 PM
unironically being a cat girl sounds really good
Damn I just let out more tears than I have since I was like 7.
It wasn't a proper cry but it's safe to assume it's coming.
Estrogen is some crazy shit.
G cups next please thank you
It wasn't a proper cry but it's safe to assume it's coming.
Estrogen is some crazy shit.
G cups next please thank you
September 2, 2025 at 10:24 PM
Damn I just let out more tears than I have since I was like 7.
It wasn't a proper cry but it's safe to assume it's coming.
Estrogen is some crazy shit.
G cups next please thank you
It wasn't a proper cry but it's safe to assume it's coming.
Estrogen is some crazy shit.
G cups next please thank you
Any day now it'll happen
August 30, 2025 at 8:33 AM
Any day now it'll happen
Y'know it's kind of funny, but I think a lot of the lessons I learned about mentality and how it affects your performance in things that I learned from my competitive Splatoon days is one of the last missing pieces I need to finish making music
August 29, 2025 at 10:49 AM
Y'know it's kind of funny, but I think a lot of the lessons I learned about mentality and how it affects your performance in things that I learned from my competitive Splatoon days is one of the last missing pieces I need to finish making music
I'm high as dick rn and I swear I'm hearing voices
August 25, 2025 at 11:29 PM
I'm high as dick rn and I swear I'm hearing voices
When people talk about dictators, they often talk about how they held power through fear.
The less talked about part is how they also held their power through charisma.
They're idiots, every dictator has been and will be stupid,
The less talked about part is how they also held their power through charisma.
They're idiots, every dictator has been and will be stupid,
August 25, 2025 at 6:50 PM
When people talk about dictators, they often talk about how they held power through fear.
The less talked about part is how they also held their power through charisma.
They're idiots, every dictator has been and will be stupid,
The less talked about part is how they also held their power through charisma.
They're idiots, every dictator has been and will be stupid,
going to be honest, the reason music stuff and my general presence online has been so quite is that for like the last 6 months or so I was pretty much relearning music entirely.
August 23, 2025 at 12:00 PM
going to be honest, the reason music stuff and my general presence online has been so quite is that for like the last 6 months or so I was pretty much relearning music entirely.
pros of having a job: money for music stuff
cons of having a job: no time to do music stuff
cons of having a job: no time to do music stuff
August 22, 2025 at 9:39 AM
pros of having a job: money for music stuff
cons of having a job: no time to do music stuff
cons of having a job: no time to do music stuff
the eternal struggle of writing songs and doing some pre-mixing is asking myself if two tracks sound like shit or if I'm just feeling some sensory overload and/or ear fatigue.
August 9, 2025 at 8:32 AM
the eternal struggle of writing songs and doing some pre-mixing is asking myself if two tracks sound like shit or if I'm just feeling some sensory overload and/or ear fatigue.
having to read musescore and songsterr sheet music I have found I truly appreciate the use of repeats in notation
August 2, 2025 at 8:30 PM
having to read musescore and songsterr sheet music I have found I truly appreciate the use of repeats in notation
just a reminder, israel fucking sucks. Even as the people of the world let themselves forget for the sake of their own comfort, don't let yourselves forget Palestine is still fighting.
Fuck israel
Fuck america
Fuck capitalism
Fuck these stupid colonizing pedophile bastards
Fuck israel
Fuck america
Fuck capitalism
Fuck these stupid colonizing pedophile bastards
August 2, 2025 at 4:18 PM
just a reminder, israel fucking sucks. Even as the people of the world let themselves forget for the sake of their own comfort, don't let yourselves forget Palestine is still fighting.
Fuck israel
Fuck america
Fuck capitalism
Fuck these stupid colonizing pedophile bastards
Fuck israel
Fuck america
Fuck capitalism
Fuck these stupid colonizing pedophile bastards
maybe 5 hours of sleep between shifts is why I'm so god damn tired
August 1, 2025 at 8:17 AM
maybe 5 hours of sleep between shifts is why I'm so god damn tired
just got through like 5 hours of guitar practice.
God I needed that lmao
God I needed that lmao
July 20, 2025 at 7:10 PM
just got through like 5 hours of guitar practice.
God I needed that lmao
God I needed that lmao
Hey guys what's up I finally remembered my password
June 23, 2025 at 8:10 PM
Hey guys what's up I finally remembered my password
the pain of having nothing to do while you wait for your package to arrive
May 4, 2025 at 5:38 PM
the pain of having nothing to do while you wait for your package to arrive
it took me exactly 360 days, 5 days off from a whole year, to finally be competent enough to begin recording my own guitars.
I guess technically it took less than a full year right?
Regardless, my lack of experience with my guitar has been a major roadblock for my music this past year, and while I
I guess technically it took less than a full year right?
Regardless, my lack of experience with my guitar has been a major roadblock for my music this past year, and while I
May 2, 2025 at 9:58 AM
it took me exactly 360 days, 5 days off from a whole year, to finally be competent enough to begin recording my own guitars.
I guess technically it took less than a full year right?
Regardless, my lack of experience with my guitar has been a major roadblock for my music this past year, and while I
I guess technically it took less than a full year right?
Regardless, my lack of experience with my guitar has been a major roadblock for my music this past year, and while I