Like besides all the quality of life stuff and the pain I didn't realize how much my jaw cracking when I laugh/eat had affected my self esteem? I knew it was embarrassing to me but I didn't think it was affecting me mentally otherwise 😕 #vent

I don't know what I'm gonna do tbh

I can fix it, and I will cuz I like it a lot, but it's like ughhhhhh if that one gets picked apart that's the thing people would hound on and it's just mentally draining.
All of this is in my head, and it's my own stress and shit, but these are things I didn't have to worry about before

And I understand nothing is gonna happen ( I'm not a big artist at all) and I have the CSP/OG files, but the idea is always in my head
It's also discouraging that one drawing I made I messed up mentally where the light source was coming from and now I don't wanna post it cuz it doesn't make sense..

It doesn't help that using Glaze also shows up as AI, even if it's to protect from it.....