LydSquid
@lydiathesquid.bsky.social
Just a sad girl trying to find a way to survive.
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Well, I thought the year of my miscarriage would be the worst year of my life. Turns out, the year after my miscarriage is the worst year of my life.
November 7, 2025 at 11:51 PM
Well, I thought the year of my miscarriage would be the worst year of my life. Turns out, the year after my miscarriage is the worst year of my life.
I feel like everyone is mad at me
May 11, 2025 at 3:42 AM
I feel like everyone is mad at me
Feel like I’m drowning
April 28, 2025 at 6:40 AM
Feel like I’m drowning
We also need to stop saying “at least you know you can get pregnant,” to people who have lost a baby. That’s so unfair.
April 24, 2025 at 7:58 PM
We also need to stop saying “at least you know you can get pregnant,” to people who have lost a baby. That’s so unfair.
We need to stop saying “at least you’ll have a baby when it’s all over,” to pregnant people who are struggling.
Sometimes you don’t get the baby after.
Sometimes you don’t get the baby after.
April 24, 2025 at 7:57 PM
We need to stop saying “at least you’ll have a baby when it’s all over,” to pregnant people who are struggling.
Sometimes you don’t get the baby after.
Sometimes you don’t get the baby after.
I thought that becoming a parent would make me have so much fulfillment in my life. I didn’t expect that going through what I did and then not having a kid after would literally change everything about me for the worst.
April 24, 2025 at 7:55 PM
I thought that becoming a parent would make me have so much fulfillment in my life. I didn’t expect that going through what I did and then not having a kid after would literally change everything about me for the worst.
I didn’t realize how lonely adulthood is. Nobody wants to talk unless forced to do so. There’s no way to meet new people unless you drink and even then it’s with the other losers like me who are stuck in their home town with no life direction.
April 24, 2025 at 7:53 PM
I didn’t realize how lonely adulthood is. Nobody wants to talk unless forced to do so. There’s no way to meet new people unless you drink and even then it’s with the other losers like me who are stuck in their home town with no life direction.
My shirt has a cat on it, I feel invincible
April 10, 2025 at 6:49 PM
My shirt has a cat on it, I feel invincible
I don’t understand why Churches think that people are going to see their mailers or door to door flyers and suddenly up and start going to Sunday service. It’s so wasteful.
April 9, 2025 at 8:02 PM
I don’t understand why Churches think that people are going to see their mailers or door to door flyers and suddenly up and start going to Sunday service. It’s so wasteful.
Tired of my depression hitting me like clockwork every month. I feel like I make so much progress and then it feels like it’s all for nothing.
March 21, 2025 at 6:49 AM
Tired of my depression hitting me like clockwork every month. I feel like I make so much progress and then it feels like it’s all for nothing.
Marked safe from the Tik Tok Ban 2025
January 19, 2025 at 8:59 PM
Marked safe from the Tik Tok Ban 2025
The craziest thing about how fucked this year has been for me is that I started a bullet journal and it unintentionally tracked the the worst moments I’ve ever lived through.
November 29, 2024 at 7:09 AM
The craziest thing about how fucked this year has been for me is that I started a bullet journal and it unintentionally tracked the the worst moments I’ve ever lived through.
The bird app used to be my place to vent and get things off my mind, but it has become an unsafe space for that. I need a new place to vent about my life. Its been a really crappy year 😔
November 27, 2024 at 5:24 PM
The bird app used to be my place to vent and get things off my mind, but it has become an unsafe space for that. I need a new place to vent about my life. Its been a really crappy year 😔