The most recent rumor has once again broke me. I feel cursed because why does this happen whenever I become attached to something. I feel like a curse, andif I bring bad luck to the things I enjoy...

I wish this would have been a clean break. I was okay with accepting that Wooje wanted something new but the more rumors I hear the worse the pain becomes. I was okay for most of the day but the pain has come back.

I hope to one day be okay and root for the team I fell in live with the same way I had before but that seems hard now. All I feel is stress, anger, and sadness from all the rumors.