i remember also reading a LOT about flowers and symbolism, did you know roses can also represent death?
the original project name for the song was "iris" like the flower, take what you will from that. i love seeing other interpretations of my works :)

i had more on my mind but it went away, uhhhh i'll be back

i think this song has the most channels ive ever used on jummbox for a single song. really tried something more complicated

about the sound, i had been listening to quite a lot of rock and i think it shows if you pay attention to some of the instruments
i wanted to experiment a bit with my style, something a bit less chiptuney and more... organic??? i dont know how to word it

oh yeah also the political climate in my country :/
"land of the free" sure doesn't feel like it

apart from that, i had been reading a bit about queer history, the hays code, and religion (mostly catholic since thats what i grew up with)
my own personal experiences also influenced the lyrics, i also hadn't fully accepted the fact that i was lesbian at this point in time

women in armor 🤤

i fell so in love with the visuals and sound of the show, i was already a bit of a fairytale nerd so the prince shit REALLY drew me in. thank utena for this song

i don't remember when exactly i started working on this song, maybe october last year? around the time i started revolutionary girl utena, i remember not being super into it until i picked it up again during my thanksgiving break. i got sooo invested

i only went along with it when i was younger because i didn't have a choice and i would get yelled at

no mom, I dont wanna go to mass. I just don't wanna do that anymore im tired of going into that building and being forced to participate in something i dont believe in