Another strange thing of note, the song I'm currently working on was conceptualized a whole month before An Introvert's Christmas. However, the lyrics for An Introvert's Christmas was finalized within two weeks, while the lyrics for this song hadn't been finalized until 5th June

This seems to be the very start of the document for this song, made on 31st August, I based this song on my previous experiences from hanging as well as repeating words in moments of distress

(I think I didn't do it right at all, which is why I'm still here today)

Checking the Google Doc's version history, an earlier version made on 16th October that didn't include a certain stanza, and the second bridge was not fleshed out

This seems to indicate a chaotic and non-linear way of writing lyrics, so I suppose there is a method to my madness

I hope being inconsistent with progress is just a beginner struggle and not something I have to deal with forever, I see that many producers put things out consistently, and it feels like I will never get to that point of consistency

(This is a very late crosspost from twitter, I have also finished the backing vocals and screams, so storyboards for the music video are now the work in progress)

It might seem rash to buy gear so early on into the hobby, but I want to make better songs and a good reference point helps with that

I also like to listen to songs, so even if I stop making songs, which I don't plan on doing anyway, I still have a very good audio setup