gasp* Vampires!

tell zoey to check her chat on here.. think i found it

i dont get it

oo i did a thing

the entire second term of reagan the country was run by a candy bowl and subtle nods and baseball signals from nancy

for the last however many years, just as i start to recover from what ever devastating bullshit just happened, something worse comes

was just starting to get a little movement forward from all the shit that left me homeless and alone
just in time for this to happen

fml

i was asleep when he came home from the hospital last night
he left super early to advocate for her more
all i saw was him in the cameras this morning and even just that he looked super defeated
if she's been in then he's been right by her side

i dunno how to cope
everything keeps falling apart

i start new crazy meds friday
4th switch up in 6+ months trying to find something to work

hope to god these work cause i need them more than ever
even before dads txt msg yesterday abt mom i stood and stared at that gun he left out for far too long far too many times

just stood there staring at it