I’m so sick of trying to be okay
I’m not okay
Nothing is okay anymore
I miss her

I want to end it all so fucking badly
It hurts so much

Jealousy

I want to start cutting
For once I don’t feel afraid of the consequences anymore

I don’t know what to do anymore
My only motivation was the hope that I could be with her again someday
What am I supposed to do when my soulmate, who I’d give anything for, no longer wants me and has moved on

It hurts so fucking badly
I’ve been trying to do anything for her
I was working on myself
I started working on a gift for her for her upcoming bday
I’ve been trying to keep talking with her
But it hasn’t even been a week and she already wants somebody else

Why am I never enough

Wish I could tell her how much I miss hearing her voice

I can’t even fall asleep anymore to pass the empty time so all I can do is lay in bed wishing life could just be over

Everything feels so fucking empty now that she’s gone

How am I supposed to function when it feels like I’m missing a part of me?

Life feels empty now