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AllShade
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I want this to trigger my writing arc, but it's not.

Ambiguous
"Is this the way you treat someone you really love? Isn't this in fact the way you treat someone you hate?"
November 25, 2025 at 6:05 PM
I told my friend "I think I hate men but I want to lead with kindness and work on it."

She said very sweetly
"Youre one of the kindest people Ive ever met. Men should work on being less hateable."

I feel better.
November 5, 2025 at 4:05 AM
I don't mind being an emotional smash room but when all the breaking settles you are going to help me pick up the pieces.

That's the deal.
June 29, 2025 at 3:21 AM
Beautiful
May 18, 2025 at 2:01 AM
Freedom tastes a lot like heartbreak. But heartbreak doesn't taste like freedom, not yet.
There's still too much work to be done.
April 19, 2025 at 5:26 PM
April 5, 2025 at 3:29 AM
Vibes
April 4, 2025 at 5:11 PM
Not scared to be alone i just hate being bored. Seriously, time moves so slow. People are like "you gotta be bored sometimes"
No, Belinda I dont. I live in a constant state of uncertainty. If I'm bored imma be thinking about those uncertainties and that's not coach. no cap Moon says cringe
March 30, 2025 at 12:25 PM
I don't know what I deserve in life...but it sure as fuck wasn't that.
March 26, 2025 at 4:00 AM
Inside me is a roar. It's full of everything I would never say. words could not define their existence behind my breasts.
It has been there for centuries passed on through generations gaining momentum but never released.
Raw and visceral. I want to yell it to the skies and into the void. FUCK YOU!
March 20, 2025 at 1:25 PM
March 18, 2025 at 4:30 AM
Are we supposed to be happier here? I'm stressing about the future. Can't stop. I don't wanna be a buzzkill but 4 years of this getting worse? Don't want to be catastrophizing things, but...this feels pretty fk'd.

I need to protect my kid.
This new season of Black Mirror is insane.
March 18, 2025 at 2:41 AM
I'll try, but I won't be able to.
March 18, 2025 at 2:24 AM
If it's not being mutually maintained, it is not sustainable.
March 17, 2025 at 1:11 PM
March 17, 2025 at 4:22 AM
March 17, 2025 at 4:17 AM
I'm spiraling a little.

The gall of man. I am looking at my child and worried about what their future holds. Scared of every choice I make and the ripple effect it will have.
Every choice altars their reality, too.

This rage feels like sorrow
I don't know how to protect them from this
March 17, 2025 at 4:13 AM
Deep breath.

I am triggered. It feels like it won't end.

Deep breath

Feels like a scream inside my chest.

I want to scream.

Tears running down my face

Heartbreak for the state of everything

Tired, Deep breath.

I'm triggered, and it does not end.

I don't know which war to focus on.
March 17, 2025 at 4:01 AM
March 17, 2025 at 1:34 AM
Can breathe again... beginning to heal. I'm tired. I spent years ignoring the voice that told me this wasn't okay. That voice is whispering, "we are healing." I spent so long trying to be less, and I deserve to be more. Deep breath in... long exhale. Deep breath in...let it the fuck go.
March 16, 2025 at 4:58 PM
March 14, 2025 at 4:08 AM
Exhaustion. My soul is tired
March 14, 2025 at 12:00 AM
Nonverbal. It's not me being difficult. I'm not giving the silent treatment. My body is actively shutting words off, and I can't force a sentence, it physically hurts. My brain isn't communicating to my mouth. I make sounds, and try to convey im ok. I panicked, trying to speak. Patience plz
March 2, 2025 at 4:44 PM