im sorry

Everyone is better off without me.

The deeper I get into writing out a toy game engine the more I'm starting to realize just how much of a task it really is. It's not even about complexity. Shaders? Textures? Open the file and shove it on the GPU. Phong lighting? Ez, 20 line shader. It's just the sheer amount of features.

I said beep beep I'm a sheep!

Beep beep im a sheep

I'll miss our moments of programming together. Cuddling up under the blankets when it's cold outside. Burying my face into you after a long day at work. And our screaming matches over who's food on the counter is who's.

Rest well little one. You are missed. May we meet again one day.

The last head pat is always the worst.

I really should get a Coriolis station tattooed on my arm or something.

I might be what is considered a coffee enthusiast, but it's not because I enjoy the process of hand grinding beans, or because I like the taste of specialty, but because I can make an unhealthy amount of coffee to be depressed faster without making the local Starbucks concerned.

We have more information at our finger tips then anyone before us, yet I still have to explain to my mother that the flashes in the sky during a thunderstorm is lightning and not aliens.

Apparently the idea that information should be unfiltered, easily accessible, and free isn't as popular of an opinion as I thought.

Some days I just think. And others, I don't.

Oh to be able to scream the voices in my heads out into the void.