I am fucked up and broken and I can’t heal these things and I hate it about myself. I wish I had friends. But it’s always going to be like high school isn’t it. Invisible and alone and forgotten, no one wants to talk to me. I wish disabled people weren’t pushed out of society so heavily omfg

hear from them anymore. I feel so LONELY and I was hoping egge would feel cozy and welcoming like vent but it mostly feels bad and scary. I don’t see people like me. Is there no where I fit in anymore? I want friends I want to talk to people but I can’t maintain connections bc

so so so so so much ): It’s easier to load the app and type a post here than it is on egge even though bluesky has the same effect on my mental health as twitter did. I can’t do this kind of social media. I miss how chill vent was with the reaction buttons. I miss my friends from vent, I never

backstabs you when you turn around. Maybe that’s a tumblr experience???? Where it’s the aesthetic bloggers who are two-faced and bitchy. I feel like I’m losing the plotline here. I’m trying to take it slow and approach with an open mind but i don’t know if I’ll feel comfy on egge either. I miss Vent

describe this well at all. But call me old? But I believe in saying the minimum about yourself online and remaining anonymous. For safety reasons. You don’t owe anyone a list of your health issues or identities or anything. Its the kind of person I link to the behavior that’s bubbly to your face but

want to interact with or feel safe with online? Like. the kind of people who list out every single kin and trigger and mental issue and whatever else in their bios, the people with an incredibly long dni. But also present with this saccarine cutesy layout and typing style. I don’t know how to

thank you for the reassurance! (I was trying to approach the topic gently but I present as a man in most offline spaces and it’s hard for me to be in explicitly anti-masculine spaces online. I don’t want Egge to be that, and also this person just followed me on here? which was concerning)

…can I ask what kind of thing you said / what the tone was? started trying Egge today and I’m still figuring out the hm social code?, what’s acceptable and what’s not

I would think that another disabled person would know better 😒

this is in response to someone with another health condition trying to describe their pain “like a migraine but everywhere” and I’m ??????? my migraines ARE everywhere because they are multi-systemic. You can’t do that. You can’t reduce it down to just bad head pain.

since most people have heard of it, since it’s so common, that there’d be more general understanding about it. When I get a migraine I can’t eat well, I can’t sleep well, I can’t focus, I get hyperactive, I get nauseous, I get insomnia, I get weak and dizzy, I get brain fog, etc.

it’s frustrating not knowing how many people “get it” because if you try to explain, there’s a fair chance they will look at you like you’re talking conspiracy theories or utter nonsense. And that’s also exhausting /: Balancing the risk of informing people and dealing with That vs staying silent

you get so much less event points and items and everything. You are completely disincentivized from playing solo mode. Incredibly poor game design. I’m going to severely miss cheerful carnivals (random song select). I wish there was a truly random button for coop not just “recommended”. grumpy

(genuine) thank you for the encouragement (: