Wait, Gnosia got an adaption? :o

It's an album that you just have to listen fully to get the complete vibe. On an unrelated note, there is this album that I've listened to on repeat today. x3

In any case, to keep your set theme consistent and to end on a light note:

I think this Grey Area is really fascinating to think about, because it's so hard to place others or yourself there. What kind of “patterns” are just my personality, or where does a disorder start?

Do I fall into such a Grey Zone that started this whole thought chain? And once again, if yes, should I go to the doctor with these worries? Is there maybe some medication that can reduce some or most of these patterns, giving me an easier time to deal with some aspects of my life?

But I often do wonder myself, while I learned how to deal with these patterns, do I even fall in the spectrum of having ADHD? Are these patterns that I struggle with, really a pattern of ADHD? If yes, why did no one ever tell me growing up or tried to work with me around it?

These days I'm struggling with different things, mostly social interactions in my workplace, but I've found a workplace that doesn't think worse of me for sometimes being a little bit *different*.

I only realized this combination of patterns after having to stop my day-to-day live, thinking about why I'm struggling so much with some tasks. No one ever saw these combinations. Over time, while growing up, I learned how to deal with most of these, sometimes more, sometimes less successful.

Reading up on it, I started seeing patterns typically seems with people that have ADHD; Hyperfocusing, a history of self-stimming in my childhood years and talking excessively and quickly leading me to trip over my words.

After I started working my 9 to 5, living on my own and finally standing on my own two feet, I started struggling with some things, others might perceive as easy. Starting with simple routines, cleaning up, brushing your teeth and generally keeping a schedule, when not bound by external factors.

The depiction of Autism is an interesting thought, one I had plenty of times myself. Most of us know about these extreme cases through said media, which most often only depicts those rare and extreme cases. But what about the mild ones? When does Autism really start? What about the Grey Area?

Milk Factory surely knows what their players want. And now you've reminded me to play the other two games that have been translated since 2023…

"why are u opening up a PSP on valentines"
what, you don't undress your beloved on special days?

On retrospective, I don't actually remember Yuzusoft using so many lewd jokes, but you won't see me complaining

And as much as im tempted to catch up on all the lore, one question sticks out to me. Why do you have so many tarot decks and how many playmats do you have at your disposal?

Been following for a few days now and i quite enjoying reading your blog. Honestly, instead of just mindlessly scrolling just before my workday ends, i now mindlessly scroll and click on the link to your blog. One could say a habit is forming, one that reminds me of the old internet.