So yeah, thank you again @twilightlance.bsky.social for helping us get here, I had so much fun with you and everyone even if I am a quiet anxiety messy cat hehe...I had fun. I wish I could've had more but yeh...I hope we can next year too..I wanna do my best to grow and do better too, thanks a lot!

Even if I dont go out and about as much as My BF or others, I still try and cherish the times I do go out immensely before my social battery is fried heheh...so I honestly feel sad and felt like crying a lot when I left...I do hope im able to come back next year and see everyone again, I really do..

I feel happier and feel like outside the fun, I learned a lot more stuff i can come home with...but I also admit I am sad again cuz I miss everyone, im not a social person, I'm extremely low energy and like to lock myself in my room a lot, but even still I truly love spending time with others...

I guess its like how my BF worded it, I may have lost stuff over the year but it feels I gained more wirh the friends I talked to and new friends I made on the trip, it does feel like I gained a lot and was able to be myself and honest with my emotions even moreso...it helped me a lot.

That root canal payment wasnt fun to look at...
But yeah im very glad @twilightlance.bsky.social bought tickets to fly me and my BF @azurehroth.bsky.social out to Chicago, like i said I was very nervous and scared...but I felt happy seeing people in person over there.

This 2025 hasn't been perfect tbh...I had a horribly rough end of summer with some personal relationship matters that put me in a depressive mood for months on end, even now im still just trying to move on from the lingering pain, and then some financial burden too hit me like a goddamn truck...

I had a lot of fun too, im really glad to have met ya dip, it was fun just vibing and stuff even if i am more low energy overall .w.