At this point I think I just need to accept that my brain will punish me if I get too big for my britches & think I'm allowed to just like, make plans like a normal person.

Vacation? Friends? Taking care of your home? How about you go fuck yourself, actually, for thinking you can do any of that?

My Shipt subscription just renewed a week ago for the year. Going to see if I can request a refund since I haven't used it yet this term & make sure they understand this is why.

I just hate that all the companies that I rely on keep pulling this shit. Can we have one ethical option. Just one.

Ubrelvy doesn't cause rebound headaches, so it's just legitimately either an extremely stubborn ongoing or a cluster of several consecutive migraines.

I hate it. Even my teeth feel like they are vibrating in pain.

It got beaten into my brain because very often, once someone knew I was a woman, if I didn't pepper my statements with emoji and "lol" I tended to get accused of being too blunt, rude, too cold or mean, etc.

So try not to take it personally. I know that's easier said that done.

Idk if it helps, but keep in mind a lot of millennial women especially use "lol" in an effort to seem *less* aggressive and non-threatening. It's one of those communication patterns we learn (like prefacing even statements of fact with "I think" to cushion them) to protect ourselves from from anger

Blowdrying my face; also therapeutic for migraines.

I'm just saying. I think my hair dryer does less hair styling than it does pain relief at this point. But it really does help.

This vent brought to you by the person who was literally running out the timer on PG like it was the end of the world, then proceeded to spam emotes when I threw the game.

Like whyyy are you being like this for a silver ticket my guy I'm just trying to explode myself in a timely fashion

Like 90% of my options for bounties this morning were the Destroy X cards in one game, no joke. Let me blow up my cards in peace so I can hopefully get some decent bounties & get back to decks I actually like thanks

The people who try to gloat emote at you when you intentionally lose, too... Like yes, you won, did you not notice I destroyed all my cards on purpose and started the match with the "I'm losing" emote? Why are you being weird?

All the walking content creators who travel to these places and upload videos to YouTube that I can walk along to are very beloved by me.

Chronic hemiplegic migraines + hEDS mean that a lot of my travel dreams from when I was younger won't happen anymore, so those channels help a lot.