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ramble/rant account aka i'll be more vulnerable here and less 'oh my god if i'm anything other than silly i'll get canceled'
ramble/rant account aka i'll be more vulnerable here and less 'oh my god if i'm anything other than silly i'll get canceled'
that actually does sound rly cool......
May 30, 2025 at 10:33 PM
that actually does sound rly cool......
my lesbian senses are tingling who is this what is this
May 30, 2025 at 5:19 PM
my lesbian senses are tingling who is this what is this
but part of me is disappointed and for what.
it's whatever it's a good thing it's a good thing. i shouldn't feel upset just cause i can't leave a mark of what i do to myself. i shouldn't be doing this in the first place it's stupid
it's whatever it's a good thing it's a good thing. i shouldn't feel upset just cause i can't leave a mark of what i do to myself. i shouldn't be doing this in the first place it's stupid
May 28, 2025 at 10:38 PM
but part of me is disappointed and for what.
it's whatever it's a good thing it's a good thing. i shouldn't feel upset just cause i can't leave a mark of what i do to myself. i shouldn't be doing this in the first place it's stupid
it's whatever it's a good thing it's a good thing. i shouldn't feel upset just cause i can't leave a mark of what i do to myself. i shouldn't be doing this in the first place it's stupid
i know it's probably not me and they're just paranoid but why does their paranoia win over my continuous reminders
have i really not proven myself enough i don't understand
have i really not proven myself enough i don't understand
May 28, 2025 at 10:34 PM
i know it's probably not me and they're just paranoid but why does their paranoia win over my continuous reminders
have i really not proven myself enough i don't understand
have i really not proven myself enough i don't understand
i know i don't feel real to myself but is it really that hard for people to have faith in me.ᐣ
i always prided myself most in my loyalty so why do they always think i'll leave them for every little thing i don't understand
i always prided myself most in my loyalty so why do they always think i'll leave them for every little thing i don't understand
May 28, 2025 at 10:34 PM
i know i don't feel real to myself but is it really that hard for people to have faith in me.ᐣ
i always prided myself most in my loyalty so why do they always think i'll leave them for every little thing i don't understand
i always prided myself most in my loyalty so why do they always think i'll leave them for every little thing i don't understand
i don't wanna be alone right now but i don't want to talk to anyone i don't want to do anything i just want to go away
May 27, 2025 at 10:20 PM
i don't wanna be alone right now but i don't want to talk to anyone i don't want to do anything i just want to go away
people acknowledge me all the time theres people that love me and care about me and it's still not enough why is it never enough why do i always have to resort to thinking like this why am i fucking like this
May 27, 2025 at 10:20 PM
people acknowledge me all the time theres people that love me and care about me and it's still not enough why is it never enough why do i always have to resort to thinking like this why am i fucking like this
why does everything i do always have to be for attention. i don't understand myself.
May 27, 2025 at 10:16 PM
why does everything i do always have to be for attention. i don't understand myself.
i don't trust myself with this anymore. the more i think about it the more i just idealize doing it and i feel disgusting for even venting about this publicly instead of somewhere more private cause even now i get the feeling i'm only doing this for attention
May 27, 2025 at 10:16 PM
i don't trust myself with this anymore. the more i think about it the more i just idealize doing it and i feel disgusting for even venting about this publicly instead of somewhere more private cause even now i get the feeling i'm only doing this for attention
maybe i'm just triggered by other people talking about it. maybe other people mentioning it makes me want to do it just to feel included in whatever the fuck they're doing to hate themselves for later. i feel so gross for being like this for considering doing stuff like this just for that.
May 27, 2025 at 10:14 PM
maybe i'm just triggered by other people talking about it. maybe other people mentioning it makes me want to do it just to feel included in whatever the fuck they're doing to hate themselves for later. i feel so gross for being like this for considering doing stuff like this just for that.
i really just don't understand why i think the way i do sometimes
May 27, 2025 at 10:13 PM
i really just don't understand why i think the way i do sometimes
what is wrong with me like genuinely why do i think like this i'm glorifying something so serious just to feel good about myself
May 27, 2025 at 10:13 PM
what is wrong with me like genuinely why do i think like this i'm glorifying something so serious just to feel good about myself
i hate having the stupid urge to actually go back to doing that because what if i actually go further this time just to feel special for myself just to feel fucking included in something thats not how that works thats not a good reason to do it so why the fuck do i wanna do it just for that
May 27, 2025 at 10:13 PM
i hate having the stupid urge to actually go back to doing that because what if i actually go further this time just to feel special for myself just to feel fucking included in something thats not how that works thats not a good reason to do it so why the fuck do i wanna do it just for that