#vent i forgot to put it

I like it, but not in that way more like 'I need to do it' or sum like 'i have the desire to do it' shit idk i like when I relapse tbh

i mean, he is a relative. of course, it would be rude of me not to greet him, and that is the reason why I relapse every time i see him it's like fuck I think im addicted to this shit to cut myself