i said PURPLUSSY & i said what i said 🤡

bonus

i got suckered into buying 3 full size chocolate bars for $20. it was a lady trying to raise money to get back to her family in the Phillipines. i happened to have a 20 on me so i was like "fuck it let's do it"

(i think i just want an excuse to buy more things lmao)

that's about the 3rd or 4th one i know of!! i swear there is a "me" factory out there...

ahhh that's so refreshing to hear, i've always wondered if there was anyone who appreciated that about me. i usually just feel like i'm annoying everyone 😅 but i need to be less hard on myself probably

appreciate you sticking around

oh man sometimes i've wondered how he's doing, and have had the idea to ask you a couple times but yeah didn't know if y'all still talked 😅

honestly i love that for us hahaha it's a lot more comical

which isn't to say that all people consuming it are like that, and that all people i attracted were unsavory. i met a lot of good people, too. but i'd now like to meet people who didn't find me that way, & i don't know how to do that. the lewds attracted people with zero effort.

and i call it low hanging fruit b/c you don't have to have a personality, you don't have to be a good person; the people consuming it are often just sating the most basic of instincts and not giving it any more thought than that. lewds can speak a language when you don't know any words

i don't regret that i previously engaged in the low hanging fruit of posting lewds, but i regret that a large chunk of the people it attracted to me were unsavory

it's a knock-off of a Vivienne Westwood lighter necklace, popularized by Ai Yazawa's Nana manga/anime

balance is key! i went all out that first year which is probably why i rebounded for so long. gonna try to find that sweet spot between depriving myself and indulging now that i've done both