my bundle of joy and strength.. i have always come back to his kind words (esp from interviews and pm) when i’m feeling blue but there’s something so warm in me to “meet” him in a “happier” temperature this time :]

august (and i) weren’t exactly kind to myself but today i woke up feeling a little bit better? i also put tbz music while cleaning lol and now i’m distracted scrolling through sw clips.. wow i genuinely missed seeing this guy!!

jinshi maomao and hakyona!!! immaculate taste as ever

sorry i just saw this!! but i totally agree with you.. building a good community takes time & intention so it’s not really something there outright.. but i’m glad there’s still a few who let kindness permeate their spaces!! 🫂

reminds me so much how far we’ve been—running, together.. they remain so so dear to me :(

i have yet to experience the real horrors of corporate hell but i am enjoying my time here where im currently an intern (work envi and people are great! i haven’t experienced any toxicity as people usually warn you to be wary of) but the program is too competitive.. bless my resume

the way these notions could be easily dismissed but i care too much oml o<-<

or this is just my irl trauma when it comes to friend groups resurfacing? 🤓 i genuinely struggle feeling and confirming belongingness bc of That instance and it’s a real bummer for me who wears my heart on my sleeves & who feels happy to connect w people..

likewise i keep everyone’s kind words for what i write so close to my heart sometimes i feel too undeserving but thank u thank u..

saying “we’re getting older” with a smile on my face to my friend (for 10 years!! 🥰) as we traverse the same roads that have witnessed our growth, about to become a cherished memory :( it’s truly a blessing to live, grow as we go, and return to these places once a part of your life. :(