Also the exchange rate is wild rn, so your US money dollars are worth more in CAD right now. By a LOT. Any amount helps, truly.

yeahhhhhhhdhbdhr like bruh if I am too sick to even open my social media, is that not indicative of something being VERY SERIOUSLY WRONG lmao 😭

It’s really disturbing. People have shunned me and treated me like shit, and acted like I wronged them for being so disabled that I couldn’t even find the energy to respond to a dm 💀

I am so sorry you’ve had to deal with that too 😔

I thought so many times about coming back, but I have become so unwell due to prolonged isolation, malnutrition etc. that I felt like people would be horrified and repulsed to see me.

I know people harbour some bitterness towards me for vanishing but I promise you it was not for lack of care. It still breaks my heart to have completely lost all of those connections, friendships, support etc. The past several years have been extremely lonely and I’ve fallen apart

I don’t feel like I have much right to ask, and I’m sure people who supported me before feel rather betrayed that I am still struggling, but I am still fighting to stay alive and not give up. Hopefully that is worth something

I especially hate asking for help considering how much people helped me out years ago and somehow was never able to use that help to do anything beyond just surviving… but I did survive, and I am eternally grateful for that. It’s also embarrassing because I know I am irrelevant 😭

Well, WAS much larger. I can no longer afford to eat enough to be that big. rip my gains 😔

The last couple of times I ran into people in public they didn’t recognize me so either I am 1. old 2. much larger 3. boy or 4. all of the above

Personally I had the best mental health day I’ve had in quite some time lol