How many times have I died? And why (or, a better question, HOW) am I still here?

Funny thing about that: I remember it, it happened, but nothing has changed. I don’t have any scars. No pain, either. But they were there before.

Maybe for all that you need belief. But not this stuff. Not what I deal with. Never. I can’t believe Rose or Pinkmouth away, and I never will. It’s just reality.

I guess maybe I always did want to summon Azathoth. But those things are fictional. The rituals shouldn’t work. Especially not since they were very obviously invented.

I’m not going to dent that I’m curious, but after Visnath, especially after June 27th 2024, I REALLY don’t want to take my chances.

Compiling either tonight or tomorrow, I really don’t know. God, the shit she was talking. You’re really not going to want to believe it