part 2 destroyed me im going to ndjhaaNJANJBEJHBJEHBE

okay but raaghh part 2 part 2,,,
i love and hate him sm
wanna hold h im

this fic unironically made me feel a biiiit better abt yumeshipping again
kinda sucks that i'm not really that comfortable talking a lot about him ??
(and by default people forgetting that i like him but i'm trying to tell myself that shouldn't affect me)

idk if this is a semi vent but i have absolutely no clue if you'll ever see me talk abt him a lot or how important he is to me bc of how sensitive of a topic he's gotten for me but it's fine ig

I w a annna comkission more,,,, actually cheered me up sm w thhh i

i'm both shy and nervous to read it
bc it's like. ig personal and commissioned it to cheer myself up a bit or cope nhjbHFJ

ik what i'll be reading later

bEBBIES.... <3

i don't really want to say what happened exactly but it was nice being in their arms in that dream
crying in front of them felt wack tho eXPOSING MYSELF IN FRONT OF THEM????

having them be a bit comforting is like
wack honestly- like. idk it was something

i see some stuff stirring in my head but why must he be hard to draww

i started a bit of it for 🦚🕊️ specifically but hnm,,
idk what to . do or write bluehghgbhfj

Why am I trapped in my cousins house with the worst case of motion sickness I wanna SCRAPBOOK or try to
Or sleep
One of those 2

Scrapebooking i mean

idk sm has been in my head recently and im struggling to sleep bc i think of my yumeships at night but nothing's in mind so : ) balatro time ig

but i am happy seeing people//my friends talk about it a lot
a part of me is a bit saddened that i can't really do that a lot as i used to but i mean- i'm still happy for them regardless
seeing them excited and all makes me excited for them

my mental stability has been dogshit recently and this is one of the few things that doesn't bring me a lot of joy as it used to but like- idk maybe one day that might change