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My friends shouldn't be worried about making sure they tell me my art or story is good. I shouldn't have to RELY on validation
But i do
My issues with rejection are so aggressive, its almost crippling at this point

Im such a piece of shit person, I beg for attention all the time. I shouldn't NEED the constant reassurance, but i do. I need to be told what im doing is good. I NEED to be told that i should keep doing it.

I just wish i could create something worthwhile. I wish my art didn't look so fucking stupid. I dont understand why im like this. I cant go to my friends theyve heard it all before and i dont want them to have to reassure me for the same things over and over

Why do I even bother trying to create anything,
Im sorry i know ive said this all before on multiple occasions but genuinely whats the fucking point in any of it. No one gives a fuck about my stupid story. Its all shit theyve read already because i cant actually come up with an original idea

Bloody alt
#furryart

But I'm going to try and do it again, I'm thinking the issue the second time was we were making pickles again but specifically dill pickles, so I think the dill is what made them bad.

Knock on wood it goes right

Had yet to eat again, was from YEARS ago when me and my mom were making pickles and I go "can we use the left over brine to pickle lemons?"
Those were some of the most tasty things I've ever eaten. We tried it again but the second time came out gross. I have no clue what we did differently

Pickled eggs, certain kinds of pickled sausages. I rarely have any sort of reaction to pickled candy. The only ones I kinda do is war heads and toxic waste and that's just bc the "sour" stage tastes badly bitter and not like sour, if you know what I mean.

My all time favorite sour food that I've->

Heheheh thank you for commissioning me again !! :3