Joy only brings sadness

When they say "you are a good man"....what they mean is 'you aren't good enough'

I'm nothing more than an afterthought.

Daily struggle at being angry at every little thing. I honestly feel like they are legitimate reasons but knowing the circumstances, I have to wonder if I'm blowing it out of proportion.

Today would have been exactly 25 years together. 25 years of fights, hugs, arguments, love, and communication. 25 years shared. All to be alone in the world again.

Twitter is dead.
Meta is withering.
TikTok seems to be infected with a rot.
I guess most of my time will be here and Youtube.

I'm still baffled at the amount of blue collar workers that support the republicans. I blame horrible democrat messaging and leadership.

My ideal band:

Vocals - Bon Scott
Drums - Tommy Lee
Lead Guitar - Prince
Rhythm Guitar - Keith Richards
Bass - Paul McCartney
Keyboard - Ray Manzerak
Saxophone - John Coltrane

Now that’s some bullshit👇🏻

#SheShed

I will not speak the dictator's name today. I will not lose my cool today. I will not cry today. I will be strong today. I will focus on what we are fighting for. I will not forget the treason, the crimes, the misogyny, the racism. I will be an example today 💙💙💙 #blackout #boycotttyranny #MLK

Sounds like a plan

I'm going about my day at work, stop to check fb....look at my late wife's profile.....then fall to pieces all over again....now I'm falling apart all over again.

Only company i get anymore is when someone is hungry it seems.

The nighttime is horrible. I can go all day functioning and I fall to pieces at the end. Drinking only puts me to sleep....it prevents me from staying asleep. So either way, I lie here awake with only the thoughts in my head to haunt me.

Learning to live again is the hardest thing I've ever attempted.