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Nex :)
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just my rant acc. if i don't know you please exit stage left 👈🏻 there will be 🔞 content bc i have a dirty mouth and a nastier brain
my energy for hygiene is dropping and has been for the past month and a half. i sense a relapse, and i don't blame my brain in the slightest.
December 29, 2025 at 1:47 AM
anyway it's Christmas Eve and i'm still stuck in this hellhole if i don't get a winning lottery ticket for Christmas/my bday i might just keelhaul myself
December 24, 2025 at 4:19 PM
friend who sees and cuddles me regularly said i seem skinny 🥰 and he may or may not have meant it in an "i'm worried" way but i will take it as a positive hell yeah 🙂‍↕️
December 24, 2025 at 4:14 PM
you ever just want to ded
December 4, 2025 at 3:43 PM
want the pretty gamer nerd's c°ck
November 14, 2025 at 9:44 AM
need fucckkk
November 14, 2025 at 5:04 AM
i keep getting nightmares involving death i hate this
November 2, 2025 at 7:36 PM
how do i tell my parents so we can switch my diet ? 𝘋𝘖 i even tell my parents or are they gonna get all emotional and pitiful which is the opposite of what i need ? i need someone to be like "hey you're not diabetic yet, we got this. let's figure out a meal plan." but who the fuck is gonna do that ?
October 14, 2025 at 3:22 PM
fuck this i'm shaking lol
October 14, 2025 at 3:13 PM
awesome i'm prediabetic 😃 water it is for the next rest of my life, however long i decide that is
October 14, 2025 at 3:09 PM
everything feels so Bad™️ rn i'm struggling in so many ways
August 30, 2025 at 2:56 PM
i need to get out of this house 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 as soon as possible oh my god something smells like mildew right next to the front door and i can't find the source and my family does Not understand how fucking disgusting it is that they LIVE LIKE THIS i can't fucking believe we share blood /neg
August 30, 2025 at 2:55 PM
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We've been releasing so much for our birthday that I haven't had time to really show this one off!

I'm always proud of what we do, but this one really hits. 💙
August 25, 2025 at 2:24 AM
wearing a packer in public for the first time… and i'm equal parts anxious that it's gonna shift and look strange at some point and feeling the most gender euphoria from seeing 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 there that i never want to take it off oh my god
August 25, 2025 at 1:03 AM
first a good dream, and then a nightmare. sounds about right. life can't let me have good without bad immediately following afterwards
August 11, 2025 at 12:34 PM
this is why you don't eat right before accidentally falling asleep folks.
August 11, 2025 at 4:55 AM
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Just a simple #pigeon art of one bobbing its head. #sketchaday prompt “bobble” today

#digitalart #birdart
August 9, 2025 at 11:47 PM
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Bunnicula tattoo! This piece was so fun to create 🐰
August 11, 2025 at 3:54 AM
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rat who stares at cute ppl
August 10, 2025 at 11:58 PM
this boutta be the equivalent of my donotdisturb on twt 🙂‍↕️
August 10, 2025 at 6:23 PM
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Alaska saw its first aurora last night! Aurora season has officially begun!
August 9, 2025 at 3:12 PM