I am in fact a special little snowflake

I clearly remember accidentally smacking against smth, assuming I prob got splinters from it, & immediately forgetting it. Now remembering that whole incident after my brain came up w/ a chain of horrible things it could be. & Brain was still convinced it couldn't be so easy even it clearly was

Everything going on right now is like a freaking amusement park to my OCD & it's pretty shitty. Need to find a way to tell it to fuck off & find happier stuff to focus on.

Never could figure out how they got that music from AW2 since there are rly no soaring orchestral themes like that. Then listened carefully w/ the Control song in mind & soon picked out the bridge of Yoton Yo.