Good riddance to 2025 though, jesus god. I'm not even holding 2026 to anything, not jinxing it this time

I even sent book recs to my folks as christmas ideas. Something about the problem solving itch hits different, idk what it is

ONLY downside is I doubt maintenance is gonna come fix this breaker over the weekend so we are down a microwave and oven shdbfjhsdbfd OH WELL.....

I can at least actually mourn and recognize events leading up to the state of my broken-ass brain. I resent these things, not Myself. But it still hurts and I just want to be able to Trust again.

I’m tired of hurting. I’m tired of pointless shit pissing me off out of some reactionary instinct. I’m tired of having no trust in myself that I haven’t just fucked it all up again and should simply give up. I’m tired of not being able to discern valid intuition with the anxiety. It’s exhausting.

BDJSFN YEAAAHHH

Tacked on some Worm Lore

YAAAAAAAAY