With most things, some things don't bother me at all but a little rudeness or such gets me in my feelings in a bad way

Rarely is it okay, dear viewer. I have got to be better.

The stream of consciousness ending as he goes on and on is art. There even feels like a genuine emotional bit towards the end, but that may just be my loser showing

Sort of a heaviness and not in the way I usually like.

I've also sort of thought that a few times in the last 6-7 years but there's a bit of a different essence this time

Not that I've given anyone anything to go off of for a long time I've been so internally repressed anymore. Don't know how I think someone would love me if I won't open up any part of myself