Anyways, I've said my peace about it now, to the best of my abilities without malice or anger. Im just... really genuinely sad and disappointed in them...

Because this isnt a rally to hate on them, this is to call out actual harm they are causing to indigenous, LGBTQIA, vtuber, disabled community and many many more that cant be counted on two hands. If you cant see youre being used, I genuinely feel bad for you.

I wanted to stay away from it, I genuinely did because I didnt want the harassment. But at this point it doesnt matter since I dont even use this account anymore. 🤷🏻‍♀️

due to her following and how hard people will rally to her, we stepped away because everyone was just exhausted and didnt see the need to anymore. Some of us hoped they would have changed after but, it seems they haven't. And it kinda sucks ngl that they are still doing this.

Thank you for the memories and the time. Even though you hurt me, I still wish you well.

Goodbye and thank you.

Mental health is hard.

I know they do, but I'm always going to be paranoid, no matter how much healing I do, there will be that shadow behind me always telling me that I'm not worth friendship, and never was and that's why our friendship went so sour. I wish things were different. I hope you are well.

I miss us being friends. I hope you're thriving, healthy, loved, and doing better. It was a rough time and tensions were high. I still have some days where I sit here worried and scared of what could happen. I sit here wondering if my friends do care about me because of my trauma from that incident.

And that's okay. I had a lot of good memories and I keep them close to my heart. Despite the pain I felt, and the paranoia I gained after it, I still have care for you as a person and someone who used to be part of my life. You might not see this. You might never see this but I miss you.