they play victim so their totally not racist fans jump at their defense and start saying shit like who cares its just a drawing and then they turn a blind eye when poc just tryna help start getting harassed by these people it happens every fucking time and im sick of it

3/4 people added me today tho so that was cool :) i think if i play well people will add me no matter what lol

i might make a clip dump of my gameplay one day!

this is probably gonna be another really long drawing and unfortunately i have work today so i cant just sit and draw for hours

i put all that work into that comic it got to the point it was self harm all that just to finish it and not a word but if i get frustrated about that someones gonna tell me its not about the likes and i just think thats funny is it wrong hoping someone likes something you put passion / effort into?

id see people go “if 5 ppl irl liked your art you wouldnt be complaining” and its like yeah i had like 15 ppl come up to me at school to tell me my comic was really good my friends still tell me continue it, that makes me happy but online not a single comment on any of the platforms i posted it on

i usually look back on my older stuff fondly because im very insecure about my art and always feel like im stagnating with art & music but when i hear a song i wrote or a drawing i did in 2023 which isnt really that long ago and i think i can make something way better now i think thats a goodsign

i dont have the heart to tell them