my mentality has hit the deepest of lowest points it feels like i’ve drowned and can’t get up to the surface again it’s disappointing cz i’ve worked so hard to get better and just like that i slowly watched myself sink deeper and deeper nothing i did helped i just kept drowning

i always pour myself and my energy into the wrong outlets it’s better to disappear from my socials and get obsessed with something useful or artistic than be chronically online cz nothing else is taking my attention and i got kidnapped by the social network

I’m here alone

having tattoos changes the kind of people that i attract romantically

i do not want to relapse and definitely not over that piece of crap and i trust myself not to but I’m scared

خلا خالي والرب عالي

made incense sticks, and painted with natural ingredients, ate yummy food and made teabags i finally tried tiramisu cookies today and i got the matcha one too did some local market shopping for qahwa helwa at hayy and tried spray painting had dinner experience at benihana such fun full day

عيونه اخر طموحاتي والله يا عبادي وفعلا مو لاقيه كلام عذب يغطي مرارة احساسي اي امال بس امالي الاخيره الصدق انه يذلف من على وجه الارض

when life gives you idiots, make idiots juice

اقلطوا حياكم بمنتدى ما به نفس ثقيلة ولا خفيفة مافي احد