N. Carroll
@lolameepmeep.bsky.social
Mom. Wife. Reader of everything. Sometime writer. Ally. GenX. Anxiety ridden seeker of peace. (I also like owls)
Life has kicked me down so low, that I'm on the verge of losing everything. Family can't or won't help so asking for anything is out of the question. I have applied for 100s of jobs, some more than once and I get nowhere. I don't know what to do.
December 10, 2025 at 7:05 PM
Life has kicked me down so low, that I'm on the verge of losing everything. Family can't or won't help so asking for anything is out of the question. I have applied for 100s of jobs, some more than once and I get nowhere. I don't know what to do.
Finally got my plants brought in from outside. Now I have to find places for them...I have over 50. #houseplants
October 22, 2025 at 9:54 PM
Finally got my plants brought in from outside. Now I have to find places for them...I have over 50. #houseplants
Ran a bunch of errands today and found this #book. Now, I wish I would've looked through and bought some of the ingredients for a couple of the recipes. #reading #cookbook #cheesecake
July 13, 2025 at 2:56 AM
Ran a bunch of errands today and found this #book. Now, I wish I would've looked through and bought some of the ingredients for a couple of the recipes. #reading #cookbook #cheesecake
So this woman at work does things to make it look like it's the fault of other co-workers (not just me). Yesterday was the last straw, and I told my supervisor I was sick of it and had a meltdown. No one f**ks with my integrity! #worklife #pettypeople
March 26, 2025 at 12:56 AM
So this woman at work does things to make it look like it's the fault of other co-workers (not just me). Yesterday was the last straw, and I told my supervisor I was sick of it and had a meltdown. No one f**ks with my integrity! #worklife #pettypeople
My employer sent out a message today that we are not allowed to stand in the way of "law enforcement" and we are to help them. I can see if someone got fired and needed escorted off site, that's valid, but I'm sure that's not what they were REALLY saying.
February 14, 2025 at 5:20 AM
My employer sent out a message today that we are not allowed to stand in the way of "law enforcement" and we are to help them. I can see if someone got fired and needed escorted off site, that's valid, but I'm sure that's not what they were REALLY saying.
Done with work in 45 minutes, I'm going to bawl my eyes out in the car on the way home because I've been barely holding it together all day and I just can't any longer. I'm so effing tired of everything.
February 5, 2025 at 2:48 AM
Done with work in 45 minutes, I'm going to bawl my eyes out in the car on the way home because I've been barely holding it together all day and I just can't any longer. I'm so effing tired of everything.
Sitting here watching episodes of the A-team. I feel like a teenager again.
a man wearing a green shirt and a cowboy hat
Alt: Dirk Benedict as Face from the A-team wearing a green shirt and a cowboy hat
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February 2, 2025 at 10:23 PM
Sitting here watching episodes of the A-team. I feel like a teenager again.
February 2, 2025 at 1:05 AM
I'm out of spoons, both physically and emotionally. I still have 3 days before I can truly rest. I'm tired. I'm weepy and I hurt. At this point, crying at work is an option. #work #anxiety #depression #fibromyalgia
January 30, 2025 at 10:41 PM
I'm out of spoons, both physically and emotionally. I still have 3 days before I can truly rest. I'm tired. I'm weepy and I hurt. At this point, crying at work is an option. #work #anxiety #depression #fibromyalgia
A co-worker decided I should be talked to like a toddler and act like she's my supervisor(she's just a peon like me). Maybe my bag set her off? She has NO idea what she's started. #worklife
January 28, 2025 at 11:43 PM
A co-worker decided I should be talked to like a toddler and act like she's my supervisor(she's just a peon like me). Maybe my bag set her off? She has NO idea what she's started. #worklife
I have had a library card since I was 5 years old (I'll be 55 next week) I was lucky enough to be raised by parents who understood that importance of books and knowledge. I can never thank them enough for that.
#booksky
#booksky
January 28, 2025 at 12:30 AM
I have had a library card since I was 5 years old (I'll be 55 next week) I was lucky enough to be raised by parents who understood that importance of books and knowledge. I can never thank them enough for that.
#booksky
#booksky
Am I reading a cozy mystery featuring the Golden Girls? Yes.
Am I hearing their voices in my head with the dialogue? Yes.
Am I enjoying this book so far? Yes! Yes!
#Booksky #NetGalley #reading
Am I hearing their voices in my head with the dialogue? Yes.
Am I enjoying this book so far? Yes! Yes!
#Booksky #NetGalley #reading
January 27, 2025 at 7:13 PM
Am I reading a cozy mystery featuring the Golden Girls? Yes.
Am I hearing their voices in my head with the dialogue? Yes.
Am I enjoying this book so far? Yes! Yes!
#Booksky #NetGalley #reading
Am I hearing their voices in my head with the dialogue? Yes.
Am I enjoying this book so far? Yes! Yes!
#Booksky #NetGalley #reading
I'm not okay. Last night I had nightmares about my oldest son and his husband being gunned down by the same military he served in just because they are who they are. I'm afraid to go to sleep because I see that image every time I close my eyes. #Ally
January 23, 2025 at 3:03 AM
I'm not okay. Last night I had nightmares about my oldest son and his husband being gunned down by the same military he served in just because they are who they are. I'm afraid to go to sleep because I see that image every time I close my eyes. #Ally
We lost our cat, DC last year, he was a stray my youngest brought home as a six/seven week old kitten. He was around 20 when he passed. I keep see-sawing between wanting another kitten and not wanting another one. Times like now are when I feel I need a cat. #cats
January 22, 2025 at 12:49 AM
We lost our cat, DC last year, he was a stray my youngest brought home as a six/seven week old kitten. He was around 20 when he passed. I keep see-sawing between wanting another kitten and not wanting another one. Times like now are when I feel I need a cat. #cats
Kinda liking the fact that most of my feed right now is cats. Makes me happy. 😁
January 19, 2025 at 10:34 PM
Kinda liking the fact that most of my feed right now is cats. Makes me happy. 😁
I'm a reader who reads whatever sounds interesting to me, regardless of genre. On my coffee table right now: A Fantasy, a SciFi, a Romance, a Non-fiction, and a Horror. The trouble is, I didn't know which one to read first. #booksky
January 19, 2025 at 7:58 PM
I'm a reader who reads whatever sounds interesting to me, regardless of genre. On my coffee table right now: A Fantasy, a SciFi, a Romance, a Non-fiction, and a Horror. The trouble is, I didn't know which one to read first. #booksky
Struggling hard today. Between some physical pain and anxiety/depression issues, I feel like I just want to hide away today which is not an option because of work. Ugh.
January 16, 2025 at 5:43 PM
Struggling hard today. Between some physical pain and anxiety/depression issues, I feel like I just want to hide away today which is not an option because of work. Ugh.
I have been out of the loop social media wise because my mental health is not what it should be.
Self-care is important people. Do what you need to do to take care of you!
Me, I'm going back to reading old favorites and watching my comfort movies.
Self-care is important people. Do what you need to do to take care of you!
Me, I'm going back to reading old favorites and watching my comfort movies.
Be Kind To Yourself Mtv GIF
ALT: Be Kind To Yourself Mtv GIF
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November 16, 2024 at 3:15 PM
I have been out of the loop social media wise because my mental health is not what it should be.
Self-care is important people. Do what you need to do to take care of you!
Me, I'm going back to reading old favorites and watching my comfort movies.
Self-care is important people. Do what you need to do to take care of you!
Me, I'm going back to reading old favorites and watching my comfort movies.