That’s how it felt like too! Like always being alright taking money from me and getting paid to do favors for me TvT

Sadddd shit

I went through… a lot! I thought everything was fine cuz I always apologized to them for everything and tried to make it up to them, even tho they wouldn’t put the same effort back and would lie to me + avoid me

I never thought they tried to gossip everything about me even my most vulnerable times😭

I also apologized for being in distress and the person fucking made it about themselves

Like I swearrrrr 😭😭😭😭

Like imagine using my distress from when my flight got canceled and I was forced to spend the night in a city that just had a shooting after 1 hour I left that store as tea to poke fun at. This still haunts me ????

I jus don’t want this happening ever again

If I had a nickel for every friend I had that would avoid and lie to their supposed best friend to their face instead of idk COMMUNICATING I would have 3 nickels

I am looking

Glaceon, Metagross, and Dragonite ovob might replace Dragonite with smth but unsure for now !

What was ur team :3

Sorry 420$ a month isn’t good enough for you rich freaks

I sleep now

I just wish I wasn’t me sometimes ?

People don’t realize the shit I feel and what I go through I dunno, like I just wish I could cleanse my body from all this agony it’s tiring

Sometimes I wish people checked on me more I dunno, sometimes I’m at my breaking point. Waking up is hard and scary. I put my phone on silent cuz the noise would make me anxious, even vibrations makes me anxious

Go to therapy yeah just, need to renew my insurance first pls don’t tell me things ik

Like am I not a person to people? Even when they break me down so much I become emotional, how awful of me how awful of me how could you feel this way

I’m so tired of feeling broken