As I said, I post as is and... I wish I was further along on it but I've also been trying to not break down crying for the past 3 days for personal stuff but here it is :'3

Obviously gonna keep working on it still ... ❤️

I have 3 different things I'm working on but here's a teaser of my art wip. Am giving myself a time pressure to work a little each day, at least 30 mins, and whatever happens by the end of the week I'll post as is :'3

It won't be pretty I bet but idc, I need change ❤️

I'm not going into details but I've not been doing well. So this year I'm gonna try and do my stuff, even if it's not great and nobody likes it I'm gonna make myself do it and share it. Idk how soon or what, but... I aim to make my own anime one day, no spoilers but.. Lmk what you think, more soon<3

I don't often post(mostly like a post and scroll for memes) but in case anyone finds this:

So BSky said "we can't do Mississippi without age and identity verification"

... Disable wifi, use phone service, BSky assumes you're not in MS. Posting from Richland, pass it on<3

(Works for me at least)

Not showing the full thing because it's personal for someone close, but here's a thing. Bee <3
#bee #ibispaint #rose

The fact that I started downloading marvel rivals at like 1 am just for it to finish at 4 almost 5 am, just to tell me this.... Fucking awesome, never uninstalled a game so fast 😂 I get my PC ain't the best but I was playing overwatch(back when it was cool) and it worked just fine... I miss Orisa 😭

I made a lil thing as a "sorry I'm not active and great" apology, in this new year I will be trying to do better, not just for myself. I hope one day I can look back and not feel like garbage 😔

I keep seeing posts about "2025 is a new year to stand up, you can either turn a blind eye to injustice or fight for freedom."

I'm taking a third option of sitting back and smoking a bowl while watching the world burn itself down. Even when I try to help, it's ignored and hated, so.. So be it ☕🍩

In case this goes well, I plan on straightening out work so I can do #twitch #streaming and start small with sim games(store sim, restaurant sim, etc) to make like 2$-5$ tips to get a decent editing software for YouTube. Greed? Maybe. Fans? Plz. Hope I can quit work one day, lol

I've gone through about 6 or 8 random video editing apps and still haven't found one that's decent and actually works. All the ones I've been finding that call themselves "the best" won't let me upload more 100mb, only stock videos, or wants a monthly subscription over what I have... This hurts...

I'm sure nobody will help me but I'll still ask for it. Now that I'm trying and getting back for videos and editing, I can't find a editor that isn't asking for my unborn child and restricting me from adding text. If anyone can help, please do..
#help #videoedit #notclipchamp #youtube

I'm not the best streamer or recording stuff but I'm a pretty good gamer and live RN with portal,and maybe portal 2 if I'm frisky enough lol come join and chat,ama, all is welcome in the alpaca-alypse!
#portal #twitch #streaming
www.twitch.tv/llama420lol

I have 129 games saved to my wishlist. Some are on sale rn. Some are free. I'm not good at streaming and even worse with recording(it's the editing part mostly) but I have been itching and wanting to upload or stream. Can somebody help with what I'm going to do?

YouTube/twitch to do:

1.Ape escape
2.legend of Zelda(does it matter which?lol)
3.outerwilds(AGAIN)
4.Minecraft, series/types
5.Ty the tasmanian tiger
6.Okami
7.crime scene cleaner
8.colony survival

Recommendations welcomed, also have a modded Wii so lmk?

#youtube #twitch #gaming #ideas

<3

So I want to get back into YouTube and try again but idk what I'd play/rec. So if anyone wants to help me pick, or recommend something, I'm up for some but, don't know till it's offered.

Dark deception
Golgotha
Light of Alariya
Obscuria
Poppy playtime
Teleforum

dms open, might make list lol idk

Always dreaming of another place<3
#space #customart #ibispaint #digitalart #llamaart -L4L

A friend asked me for a picture of her cat and dog but together, so I did this. Not all the way of what I wanted it to turn out as but it's still nice I think
#digitalart #ibispaint #dogart #catart

Something I made awhile ago, dunno what he does or where he's going but look at him go lol

(As of this post I am doing commission's so please DM me, I take any and all requests so please lmk, ty. Also all feedback is loved, good and bad:3)
#customart #ibispaint #digitalart #myart

First post on here. Heard this'll be a new thing so, hey hey!