I like pleasing her, I love seeing her in pleasure, I love seeing her feel good about herself. she is so beautiful. she is the most beautiful person I've ever met. she's the only person on this miracle planet who understands me. I don't want to hide from her anymore I'm not embarrassed anymore. (5/6

Fast forward to bed and I took charge. it was so exciting and unlike anything Ive ever felt. Ive never been in a position like that and never thought I had the confidence to take charge like that. it felt so good hitting her. teasing her. She loved it and I think I found what I liked. (4/6)

I was hesitant and didn't want to hurt her so she accused me "if you were a Dom you wouldn't even think about it hurting me" so I slapped her but not too hard. I really liked it. so I did it harder. I could tell it really excited her. this relieved me a little bit but didn't think much of it. (3/6)

earlier in the night we discussed how we were both sexually frustrated and didn't know what either of us wanted in the in the bedroom. she mentioned she likes being dominated (which I have no idea how I didn't pick up on, ditzy me) and she assumed I was a sub. After this she said "slap me" (2/6)