i’ve been running a bit dark lately myself
August 2, 2025 at 2:06 AM
i’ve been running a bit dark lately myself
thanks matilde. i appreciate that!
May 10, 2025 at 10:53 PM
thanks matilde. i appreciate that!
i keep seeing rabbit pictures
May 10, 2025 at 9:40 PM
i keep seeing rabbit pictures
i’m gonna go back to sf this coming week. i have friends there who wanna see me. i wanna stay a few weeks, then travel the east coast after that for a bit. maybe do some more maiding jobs along the way if i can. it’s more fun to help other ppl with their problems than dwell on ur own intractable one
May 10, 2025 at 7:53 PM
i’m gonna go back to sf this coming week. i have friends there who wanna see me. i wanna stay a few weeks, then travel the east coast after that for a bit. maybe do some more maiding jobs along the way if i can. it’s more fun to help other ppl with their problems than dwell on ur own intractable one
this case of the downers came on rather suddenly. i just saw something and *remembered* and that was it. all the good stuff ive been able to turn the pain into helps blunt the worst of it bcuz ive been able to live very pro socially from it, but even so, i feel spiritually exhausted. ^_^;
May 10, 2025 at 7:50 PM
this case of the downers came on rather suddenly. i just saw something and *remembered* and that was it. all the good stuff ive been able to turn the pain into helps blunt the worst of it bcuz ive been able to live very pro socially from it, but even so, i feel spiritually exhausted. ^_^;
the most annoying thing is it’s very much a case of pussy mindset. i shouldn’t be so bothered by things that happened 30 years ago, even if they were tragic. i need another fight to take my mind off things and synchronize body and soul but i didnt tap soon enough last fight & my arm is iffy.
May 10, 2025 at 7:47 PM
the most annoying thing is it’s very much a case of pussy mindset. i shouldn’t be so bothered by things that happened 30 years ago, even if they were tragic. i need another fight to take my mind off things and synchronize body and soul but i didnt tap soon enough last fight & my arm is iffy.
you too. i hope you’re doing well. i met one of your coworkers in sf recently, it was fun.
May 10, 2025 at 7:38 PM
you too. i hope you’re doing well. i met one of your coworkers in sf recently, it was fun.
no then. good! hi stellz
May 10, 2025 at 7:37 PM
no then. good! hi stellz
always for others you know? it’s important to help as and when you can. it’s healing too. i know it’ll never heal all the way and i do still get quite sad at times for what was taken. but it gave me a strength too. everything is trade offs. i’m doing my best & so is everyone else. bye!
May 10, 2025 at 7:36 PM
always for others you know? it’s important to help as and when you can. it’s healing too. i know it’ll never heal all the way and i do still get quite sad at times for what was taken. but it gave me a strength too. everything is trade offs. i’m doing my best & so is everyone else. bye!
anyway the two video game studios i financed in the social work are doing well and have 3 games under contract with larger publishers to be released over the next year. one of the girls behind it lived in abandoned library when i met her. its so cool to see her take the ball and run with it.
May 10, 2025 at 7:34 PM
anyway the two video game studios i financed in the social work are doing well and have 3 games under contract with larger publishers to be released over the next year. one of the girls behind it lived in abandoned library when i met her. its so cool to see her take the ball and run with it.
sometimes u have to accept some of the wounds never quite heal all the way. they’ve given me a hell of a life and inspired all my social work the past few years getting homeless trans off the street & into business. i’m proud of that. but. sometimes i still wish it never happened. not 4 me 2 decide
May 10, 2025 at 7:32 PM
sometimes u have to accept some of the wounds never quite heal all the way. they’ve given me a hell of a life and inspired all my social work the past few years getting homeless trans off the street & into business. i’m proud of that. but. sometimes i still wish it never happened. not 4 me 2 decide
vibes. it’s not easy at all.
November 27, 2024 at 10:51 PM
vibes. it’s not easy at all.
well i am a capitalist but i give all the money i make to queer people and they dont like that bcuz its counter revolutionary or something
November 27, 2024 at 3:24 AM
well i am a capitalist but i give all the money i make to queer people and they dont like that bcuz its counter revolutionary or something
good to find you too! i got attacked for being a capitalist
November 27, 2024 at 3:21 AM
good to find you too! i got attacked for being a capitalist
hey JC good to see ya! 🩵
November 21, 2024 at 2:42 PM
hey JC good to see ya! 🩵
thank you mephy! 🩵
November 21, 2024 at 2:36 PM
thank you mephy! 🩵
if you wanted to hang out all you have to do is ask. i’m coming to ny in june and can take the train up. i love portland but haven’t been there in 17 years
April 27, 2024 at 1:19 AM
if you wanted to hang out all you have to do is ask. i’m coming to ny in june and can take the train up. i love portland but haven’t been there in 17 years