I’m writing this thread at 2 am after my three day fever finally broke so this might not even make sense, and there are probably numerous typos. but everything is so crazy and it truly keeps me up at night

but the priorities of the current admin is to line billionaires’ pockets while everyone else suffers. we don’t have to suffer like this. I can’t comprehend seeing suffering and excusing it like someone, like anyone, deserves it. no one deserves it

don’t even want to get into the money funding genocide in Palestine. I’ve seen too many mangled children over the last year and a half. I will not become desensitized to the horrors my tax dollars are funding

then we get into things like MAHA and the idiots in the current admin trying to “prove” vaccines cause autism (they don’t). proving something goes against the scientific method? just because something isn’t disproven doesn’t make it true. we are so lost as a country I am truly dumbfounded, drained

same goes for human rights violations. it’s so obvious that kidnapping people and sending them to prison when they haven’t been charged with any crimes is a human rights violation yet people celebrate it. immigration is a CIVIL issue, not criminal

i’ll always be angry that it took 4 months of tumor growth and constant pain to get from diagnosis to imaging, but i’m grateful to be at the part where i can hopefully get the help i need

the fact that my tumor encapsulates hyaline joints that move when i BREATHE makes the amount of pain i’ve experienced the last few months feel so validated

the radiologist also said the mass closely approximates intercostal neurovascular bundles

thank you 🩷 it’s a crazy thing, just can’t wait to have some answers!