also that's my character in the bottom left with the dragon mask trying and failing to ><> in the trans flag colours

anyway i don't think i'm going anywhere with this. just a stray thought that i needed to consign to the void. if i ever do anything creative it'll probably inform that, i guess

by the lives they didn't lead. by the people they couldn't save. by the promise of something better. by the fear of something worse. by the holes in themselves that they can't quite patch over. by actual ghosts, sometimes.

surely this says nothing about me, right

I Cannot Say The Things I Wish To Do About This In A Public Forum

it's kinda crazy how quickly you acclimatize to it once you're behind the wheel. we were born to pilot mechs, i guess

this picture is also reminding me that i kind of have really nice cheekbones. which is of course also a great mood booster

the rain itself is really nice, and i've always liked it. but the positive effects of being cringe and fail on my mental health cannot be overstated

r07: here's a plural trans woman
me: oh cool i'm one of those
r07: here's a deep, raw, painful dive into all of her emotional problems and the ways she's been fucked over her entire life
me: uh oh

this is a post about me. i'm girl

i'm 6'4" btw. just, y'know, thought that would be interesting for other women to know