i’m also not posting this to make anyone sad or ask for sympathy - i’m not in the mindset to deal with any messages anyway. this is just an attempt to spread awareness. alright bye see ya on the other side

if there is ONE good thing to come out of this situation, i hope it’s that someone will see this & do research so you’ll know how to deal with a case like this.

i havent even recovered from what happened with kofi and now i have to deal with the very high possibility of losing kali in the next DAYS

also sorry i’m not replying to anything. i physically can’t do anything else than cry and occasionally concentrate on working. i see all the love though ♥️

thought i should go into work to distract myself from the pain. my coworker bought this book for me as a new years gift (she didn’t know yet).

and now another coworker walked in talking about having to bring her cat to the vet bc he got attacked.

is the universe playing a cruel fucking joke on me?

there’s a high risk for septic shock 👍 they’re preparing him for surgery 👍 his survival chances are slim 👍 i’m doing great 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

just realized that that’s one “well” too many. my fingers were typing faster than my brain could think

SHUT YOUR MOUTH ILY (and i miss u)

i think ignoring them is going to be easier than i thought because of how many people are actually cheering me on 🥹 thank you ♥️

im so used to just shutting up and doing what’s requested of me so it does feel like bragging when i point it out but i did need a reminder, thank you 🥰♥️

i really really really don’t like talking about how well i do my job well bc it feels like bragging but i fucking do it well unlike these people and it SHOWS. guess its too hard to accept some facts.

anyway the people that do matter (my fav coworkers) are really happy for me 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

“nobody asked us but whatever congrats i guess” why do u think nobody asked u. just think.
“i don’t have the connections seda does” WHAT CONNECTIONS???? i’ve barely spoken to the people that made the decision. i’m barely in the office????
“it’s ok i was gonna quit next year anyway” ok do it now

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA THEY ARE NOT HAPPY

very interesting song choice

WHAT IS HE DOING. WHY IS HE DOING THIS.

this man wants me back in my hardcore jenmish phase so bad

wait i accidentally cropped the caption which is the actual thing that made me scream?????????????