ill never stop being confused at people covering up cute doodles with horrible splats of runny grey paint. like wow it looks... so awful

I want it 2 b out of me. I don't wanna keep hearing myself plea to b killed

it makes me feel not important

it's like just because I'll be seen physically at some point, it really feels like my messages aren't important anymore. the words I say. the questions I ask. the thoughts I share.

it feels like they had so much value before. maybe nothing changed but it's like they don't feel important anymore

(I'm wearing the jock and toe rings at work rn :3)

I took a real long thorough shower this morning and feel so clean and pretty and my paws are all moistuized and sensitive yay

feeling each of us a whole lot. it's rlly nice

it felt nice to feel stuff really big even tho I kept crying. it's ok