i really need to fucking stop thinking

i feel hella guilty im even bent out of shape over all this i feel conceided and egotistical that i would have these almost abandononment attatchment issues twords them idk im a shitty person ig

my instict is to just list off "people like me shouldnt disrupt others happyness since i dont deserve them in that way reguardless" but thats probly hella unhealthy but its how i feel idk i feel like all my partners shouldnt be with me at all

i'll probly just let this fester inside my brain for weeks. It's not my place to disrupt anything happening in their life im very open i love them and they give me attention that should be enough for me... idk if saying these post helps me mentally or not probly just reinforcing my belife im shit

i need to stop thinking

im hyper over thinking so badly fuck i wish i could just freely talk to ppl about the shit trapped in my fuckign head

Theres a silly girl id ride

🙏 WOULD WORSHIP

*hugs tight*

i largely agree with you if your one of the people that think i should die or be killed trust me fam i agree

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